The Comeback

[DeezyType]

Now you all are obsolete

The friends I loved out from the street

I was wrong, to feel that way

Cuz now my loved ones run away

I'd run too if there were no chains

Nailed through bone inside my palms

The only word I'd chock upon was, "No!"

 

 

So why have I continued to be delirious?

You can't be ******* serious

Can't I just drive? Get away from Death itself

It's every man for himself

And why do I continue to just disappoint?

I lost my mind inside a joint

 

 

My soul seems to be away from me

Left in the clouds with all the friends I've buried

There's nothing left but the rage in my eyes

I abandoned you for dreams as black as night

 

 

Delusional, narcissistic

Have I become a statistic?

In my mind, my sanity

It's ripping from me, torn away

Flashing back to darker times

 

 

Locked in my room, a rusty key

It's only purpose is to be

I used it once, lost my mind

Brought me close to suicide

But now I'm right; I've gotten right!

 

 

So why have I continued to be delirious?

You can't be ******* serious

Can't I just drive? Get away from Death itself

It's every man for himself

And why do I continue to disappoint?

I lost my mind inside a joint

 

 

My soul seems to be away from me

Left in the clouds with all the friends I've buried

There's nothing left but the rage in my eyes

I abandoned you for dreams as black as night

 

 

Now I'm here. now profound

Worse than most, better than none

But that's okay, cuz I'm alright

Still kicking and screaming in the night

Dreams of the past drive me back

To days of black, my past addiction had bound

 

 

Copr. Mason DuPont

Edited April 15, 2015 by DeezyType

[Shawna]

Locked in my room, a rusty key

Its only purpose is to be

Love this line. Where have you been, Deezy? Your writing is amazing!

[DeezyType]

Thank you man! Really trying to figure out what to do with all these songs/poems i write... Totally clueless

[Rayzor]

Got enough for a book? Could pursue that option.

I tried. Too much of a hassle where I live though, so now I do it for pleasure.

Maybe you just want to write to share your words with others simply for the enjoyment of writing? Sometimes it takes awhile to decide. Other times life's curveballs will steer you into another direction you hadn't thought of before. In any case: keep writing and don't pressure yourself into thinking there's only one road to follow.

I made that mistake and found my voice had been near-silenced. Rushing a decision doesn't work.

Take your time, smell the flowers along the road. Even when walking that path you'll inevitably come across a fork in the road. Choose both because they'll each have a crossroads at some point.

Easy way to say it: no destination = no limits. No limits = endless creativity. Eventually an unforseen goal will appear.

I do go on, don't I?