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DeezyType last won the day on January 5 2016

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  1. She stands in the mirrorThinkin' bout everything that's happened these past yearsThen starts the flow of tearsOn such a pretty little face they will shimmer She flashes back to the days Where the cold of the snow was only felt through in wavesA prick that brought sensationsColloquial sedation brought exhilaration Wishful thinking, numbing poisonWebs from spiders cover her eyesEradication of this diseaseSeems a task for HerculesShards of glass stained with blood lie on the floor And so she screamed, "I will not die aloneI'm tired of pushing them away!I'll forget all I know,Just to change who I am todayTwisted, shattered, drowned in shameI hate who stares at meThe Man in the Mirror." I see much of myself in herAn ivory essence between souls My brain's becoming more clearAnd I fail to turn away It's hard to believe, that the frailty of life is in existenceCorrelation with our sins, I search through pictures of old friendsTurning through pages, old memories flash through my headEmotions clash as I hear lightning strike in the distance I once loved her, heart was brokenShe once loved me, my mind erodedHe's too far gone, soon to be buriedShe's now married, damn I miss herNow look at me, all alone; broken mirror And so I screamed, "I will not die aloneI'm tired of pushing them away!I'll forget all I know,Just to change who I am todayTwisted, shattered, drowned in shameI hate who stares at meThe Man in the Mirror." I'm tired of hurtingTired of bleedingBleeding myself dryI'm tired of needlesTired of tryingTrying with the Devil himselfJust get him away from me The Man in the Mirror
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    Impostors

    Take me to the hills where I can be away from thisBullshit excuse of a worldLet me outta this godawful situationI am done with thisI've been sadly mistaken for someone who I'm notPlease come save meCan you see these tears for all the love I've lost?Hope has turned into despair All I hear are stories of my pastOnes that claim I never had a care in the worldI can only blame the ImpostorsPossessed by my demons, induced by my enemy These Impostors are acting like I hate the ones I love Always seeking destruction of their hearts So please don't believe what these monsters have said and done Because i have have always been the real me Oh, how can so much be taken away Cuz of one or two simple mistakes? Clouded thoughts brought hectic dismayI let my problems become my Impostors Self medicating I am my doctorOne that cared for only me and no other So cuff me up break me down and beat the ******* outta me I never wanted it to come to this, but for love to restore it must be done I must be cleansed of Impostors, so throw me away and Take me to the hills where I can be away from this Bullshit excuse of a world Let me outta this godawful situation I am done with this I've been sadly mistaken for someone who I'm not Please come save me Can you see these tears for all the love I've lost? Hope has turned into despair Hello to the man in the mirror, Mr. Yang Broken glass always shows the same reflection Lesser evils, different worlds, I'm outta excuses I've brought my demise, Surprised? Then you're in for a ride Ask me how I'm doin, I'm not Knight in Shining Armor My past is the Night born of Sin of The Martyr Fighting til the end just a performer of Anarchy Perceived correctly, yet I was deadly, to all even me Now I've gone. Left my head, got ahead of myself In this race to the Moon, Maybe He'll understand Forever alone
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    My Soul to Keep

    Sweating in panic, running blind in the night Is it behind me? Adrenaline born of fright The cadaverous essence ridden with blight Sickening pictures run rampant all through my mind I cannot imagine putting up a fight Hold my breath, awkward silence, Heart is deafening, the drum of war Should never have played wicked games with this whore Oh, Miss Ravenous , so cadaverous I never wanted all of this violence Spiders play their symphony of silken strings While you feast upon the soul of living human beings Flies swarm around the bodies you have devoured Maggots born of blood, love betrothed death in their final hour Why must I play with things that potentially could kill me Fire, screaming in the night, crying out their smoldering ashes The snapping of branches beneath my own being Feet wet with blood, running through marshes of bodies How did I get myself into this place? The Crypt of the Animaphage All this prolonged silence is music to my ears, The reak of decaying bodies I just cant shake outta my head Have I gone mad? No, this is just the itch of rebellion, the crave of desecration Lubricate these achy muscles with this potion in my backpack Rejuvenated back to normal, TM 20, now let's rumble Animaphage, your sword wont help you, scepter and crown are worthless here I've taken you by the hand, for you must come to my dance I'm done running, playing your games, end the fight of darkest days Capture the One Who Devours, my once love, in a ball of red and white Copr. Mason DuPont
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    Nastalgia

    The sky is only red; meteors fall like dripping blood Black clouds explode from the horizon, is this the end? Lightning strikes with every breath as I stand in the flood Death is above, same as below, I stand on a grave, which is my own My palms decay with each beat of my heart, is this the end? This is only my head, imagination worse than Revelations I am haunted, become demented, the thoughts which roam are sickening I am blinded, deceived by the damned, reason to believe that I've lost sanity If there's one thing I know is that I'm not heartless Well, I don't know where I'm at; in my head, I feel dead Maybe it's just that because of all this, I'm afraid, I cannot stay Dreams and nightmares, they seem the same, am I sane? The truth is that I care too much about the past, I am glass Transparent through everything spoken, my mind has not yet awoken I think about you all the time, one feint motion Is this love or am I losing it again? Albatross of circulation Thoughts corroded through formaldehyde My mind is black, bound by the past, I can't move forward I am frozen, eyes open wide We made love, it felt so right, now I've concluded drug inducement was all it took Hate to know that you're the temptress, false illusion; heart intruded Complicated, confused by lust. We were young, but I'm not stupid You just faked it, now you mock me, stole my name Who the ******* is he, just a Rogue! I sailed the world alone, as a Pioneer; a Renegade My thoughts were clouded, fog surrounding, a drunken haze I became narcissistic, jealous of all I never had Where's my head, drowning in the water, lost in the wreckage of those before me Haunted by ghosts who scream in the night, thirsty for blood, begging for mercy A voyager lost who sailed for a dream that was only a nightmare "Change" is just a word that barely scrapes the surface To tell you how I'm feeling only makes me nervous You wanna hear how I question everything I say or do Maybe how my future seems plotted without a single clue You never asked how I even feel, I've got to know. Do I deserve this? Is this even real? Copr. Mason DuPont
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    Heavy Lies the Crown

    Put a sliver of my soul into this very paper Write you letters, quill dipped in blood Think of what I'll say to her Will things ever be the same now that I've brought the flood? Heavy lies the crown when all you've claimed was to be sane Have we passed the best of us since I've been named Lazarus? I'm sorry, baby, I've gone away to safety Left you out on the streets, memories burst into flames Every time I think of you a shiver goes down my spine Chilling bone, tearing eyes, I cannot face all my lies The urge to kill; the wish to die; things I knew all too well Adrenaline mixed with heroin fueled my very engine An alchemist and a chemist making my own medicine Life became so dramatic, death itself seemed so ecstatic Weighing options hand in hand, Gates of Hell or Heaven Just let me know, when I'm needed by your side I'll be your hero, not your heroin I love you so I've got to let you go I cannot be your suicide I can't be your suicide Still I live, behind closed doors Only now a story to tell Was forever pushed away, silhouette of society Now a hero for the broken Put a use to these contorted thoughts Save a life, that's alright with me The flood gates are open, sirens ringing in my ears Some think of this as catastrophe, but this is only venting Let everything out, show my true colors, I know I'm not an angel, but neither a demon I recommend you do the same, reconcile all you've wronged I know it all seems oh, so hard, but all this is, is stormy weather And I'll sail with you, as well as others Just let me know, when I'm needed by your side I'll be your hero, not your heroin I love you so I've got to let you go I cannot be your suicide There'll be no more hand in hand Now its just me, with my toes in the sand Head up to the sky, mind wanderin' to different lands But when you're not okay, I'll be waiting Just let me know, when I'm needed by your side I'll be your hero, not your heroin I love you so I've got to let you go I cannot be your suicide I can't be your suicide Copr. Mason DuPont
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    Fear of Commitment

    Sky high, balcony, sun in my eyes, the phone, it rings Dare I answer, I know who sings "Please come hold me" I just want to be free The look in your eyes, sickening; deafening Have I gone wrong to trust this person Heart in her hands, barely beating Back and forth, I am pacing Can you tell me, have I gone crazy? Cross the boundary, borderline mockery There is no business for this thinking Must she know? Keep it a secret I'm thinking of you, its the season Something inside of my head I think of leaving but hold you instead Only choking, barely breathing Can you tell me, what is wrong with me? She rests her pretty little head on my my shoulder (Little does she know I'm thinking of someone) She sings me songs I wrote her (Someone else, it's not just you, dear) How do I know, if you're the one? (Is this love eternal, or have I gone mad?) Dedicated; complicated Fear of commitment; so demented! Am I wrong to feel this way? Dreaming of her, yet thinking of others everyday Am I consumed? My own twisted mentality Selfish actions provoked by false reality The time of now, so irrelevant, Stuck in this vortex, optical illusions, I'm in debt I owe my love, but to whom is unknown Is she the one? How will I know? Sky high, balcony, sun in my eyes, the phone, it rings Dare I answer, I know who sings "Please come hold me" I just want to be free She rests her pretty little head on my my shoulder (Little does she know I'm thinking of someone) She sings me songs I wrote her (Someone else, it's not just you, dear) How do I know, if you're the one? (Is this love eternal, or have I gone mad?) Dedicated; complicated Fear of commitment; so demented! Copr. Mason DuPont
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    The Rabbit Hole

    To whom it may concern, Won't you forgive for all I've done I ran away cuz I was scared, Just a child succumbed by fear For everything I have done Won't you forgive me? I know its been so long, since I've called or thought to write Well I was working on things, so I could make it right Even my darkest days, thoughts painted black by smoke I thought to call yet I'd choke Only cuz of one thing, and one thing only I was left there wonderin' What'll they think of me? When they know that I am high What'll they think when I'm pushed upon the roadside Abandoned, kicking stones; I do not want to die alone What'll they think of me? If I never tell my lie My chest's been ripped open, eviscerated A heart so cold, dark, and maggot infested There was no love shown from me Cuz I only shared hatred and misery But now I'm here, and I stand strong There's only one mission to abide And that's to be right by your side Cuz I lived wrong for way too long And I grew tired of wonderin' What'll they think of me? When they know that I am high What'll they think when I'm pushed, upon on the roadside Abandoned kicking stones; I do not want to die alone What'll they think of me? If I never tell my lie Copr. Mason DuPont
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    A Silhouette Now Vanquished

    Thank you, and yea, I'm into heavy stuff, but this is mainly the only song that I write that would have to be a heavy song.
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    A Silhouette Now Vanquished

    Friend, reach out for my hand I have been there, Hell-Fire beneath me, the wrong side of Heaven Reach out for my hand See my scars and stay away from the man in the mirror Don't you remember where I have been? Close to death, blinding darkness, Life succumbed to suicide I've walked alone in a desolate wasteland I've watched Angels fall, held there arms, put up my walls A fortress made from a false reality I was alone; dying alone I was lost, made my life a living hell Inebriated, reciprocated, full of sorrow; couldn't you tell? But now you've strayed away just like me Helplessly ignorant, arrogantly addicted Friend, reach out for my hand I have been there, Hell-Fire beneath me, the wrong side of Heaven Reach out for my hand See my scars and stay away from the man in the mirror Don't you remember where I have been? Close to death, blinding darkness, Life succumbed to suicide He swims in the wake of The Forsaken And he seeks little redemption Ignorant to the path he follows Has he fallen for the Devil's grin? There is a demon, whispering in his ear Who speaks in tongues in which only he may comprehend Succubus! Stay away, for he knows not of what he does Innocence, nothing less is the the only thing that may please Succubus! Let him free, turn your wickedness to me For I've fought this battle before, my mind has no room for a whore Bring your whip, bring your flame, I'll bring nothing but my own burdened shame I'll give my power to another, and in Hell I will bring you your slaughter Sling your whip, whisper wishes of lust, you dare? Then I'll grab your neck, crack it back, pull out your spine; You're mine! Let those souls you sucked dry leak out from your jugular The vengeance in my eyes shines bright here in Hell But this is no place for me, for I've had my share Friend, reach out for my hand I have been there, Hell-Fire beneath me, the wrong side of Heaven Reach out for my hand See my scars and stay away from the man in the mirror This is not what you desire Copr. Mason DuPont
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    Seasons of Sorrow

    Tears they come and go As memories flash by like storm I was too busy for love Forgive me, for I was wrong Back when we were young There were never seasons of sorrow But now that we’ve grown These tears seem forever eternal I look outside There’s pouring rain I know you’re scared But things will be okay I’m so sorry That I left you behind I feel so guilty Still you’re right by my side So here we stand Miles and miles away Yet we stay strong It feels were closer than ever We can’t stop now Remember how I held you Always right by my side Now I sit here alone Flowers have withered and died Now all I have Are burdened hands filled with shame I only have your voice to guide me Through darkness I will find light Far in the hills Deep in the wild Over the mountains And straight through the tides Thats where you’ll find me Soon I’ll come home But we must be patient Cuz this will take time So here we stand Miles and miles away Yet we stay strong It feels were closer than ever I know were closer than ever We can’t stop now Copr. Mason DuPont
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    Negligence

    Boarded up in room, locked inside of my mind Can't you see that it gets harder every time to keep you away from me, I've been up for too damn long, what is a dream? You're not mine anymore Trapped by these walls, they are talking Through the shades, I am peaking Look above, to the ceiling, She is there! She is there! Close my eyes, say my prayer Hear her footsteps drawing near Open my eyes, to the mirror She is here! She is here! Legs are shaking, heart is racing Hear her whisper, "Never will I disappear" Head is spinning, eyes are pouring These are tears, do I miss her? No! Can you feel her touch? Graceful fingers blessed with tranquility In my ear, her whisper's singing, oh so beautifully Cannot focus, is this heaven? I've got to say I like this Oh, but won't you open you're eyes! Yellow eyes, skin is rotted Must remember I am haunted Once a swan upon maggots She was buried in a casket All the lies that I had spoke Ruined her head like a hatchet Now she's back, from the dead she woke Come to haunt me, I cannot scream, Just her sight is bone chilling Can't this be some cruel joke "Oh, great deceiver, I've come to take you whole Don't you think you're clever, a plot you made to take my soul Can you remember how much you craved for control I'm more than a whisper, haunting you to take your heart and soul You're mine forever!" Wake me up, from this nightmare Burn these memories with some fire I'm sorry, forgive me I'm sorry, don't kill me Wake me up, from this nightmare I shed your blood, just to get higher I'm sorry, forgive me I'm sorry, don't kill me Wake me up Copr. Mason DuPont
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    The Deep End

    Yeah I write song lyrics only, I play guitar and hope when things come together for me to either get a band started and use them myself, or become a lyricist, or a songwriter if I can learn to actually write music instead of just playing it, only 21 so I got some college to do
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    The Deep End

    I am my own, friends six feet below No longer a hero, stuck in oblivion Heart bled dry, dark as obsidian My mind is blind, sanity lost They once were before me, my family Now only seem an albatross I'm tired of the roaming, tired of the bleeding Now I seek a new dimension, one with diamonds in my possession Yes I fell off, I did my time Got caught up in the hustle and grind Lost it all, but here I am I bid farewell, I'm moving on I reach to the sky, my heart on my sleeve The Sun in my eyes, head soaked with blood Tears pour down for what lies beneath I've been withered; I've been torn But I will never die It's hard to leave loved ones behind, To put them in the back of my mind Tragedy is the oxygen you breathe Life is measured in precious time Believe me, we all bleed Take it from one who's walked that road The one that forks from all you own: Your heart, your mind, your love and compassion Few survive for that precious high, all for a brief out of commission But I choose to get well, to leave my wicked past behind I'm done with Hell, I'm Here to tell Yes I fell off, I did my time Got caught up in the hustle and grind Lost it all, but here I am I bid farewell, I'm moving on Copr. Mason DuPont
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    The Comeback

    Thank you man! Really trying to figure out what to do with all these songs/poems i write... Totally clueless
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    Inspire Me

    There she stands alone in the mirror Wondering where I am, waiting for my call A pen in hand, she writing me again I couldn't ask for someone more incredible This love of ours is like a new dimension And when stars collide I can see it in your eyes I kiss your lips and feel your breath down my neck Baby I could die, you taste just like Heaven We lay beneath the moon lit sky Your hand wrapped in mine, baby this feels so right But then there's nights when your not by my side That's when I begin to write, Some come out a sickening blight Others the sweetest sight I owe this talent to you You're inspiration baby, that's the truth This fire in my heart, burning, oh, so hot At times it skips and roars, only when I'm without Sometimes I fear it may rip outta my chest This love of ours is like a new dimension And when stars collide I can see it in your eyes I kiss your lips and feel your breath down my neck Baby I could die, you taste just like Heaven Copr. Mason DuPont
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