Blue Fish

^

Cracks Appear and it All falls Down. Looking in the mirrors glass trying to see inside I turn out the light and in the black I see what it's like inside Turning on the bare lightbulb The harsh light burns my eyes Swollen from crying away from your gaze Away from warmth of you. Cracks appear it all falls down shattered it splits like light on the water Life and my heart my heart and my life I love you I need you don't go. Whirling around in a storm of emotions one minute I up the next I'm down I can't get much lower I can't get much higher Wheres the inbetween? Cracks appear it all falls down shattered it splits like light on the water Life and my heart my heart and my life I love you I need you don't go. I cry as I laugh this acheing inside I'm yerning for you and your love I dare to dream and hope inside That you love me you want me with you. Cracks appear it all falls down shattered it splits like light on the water Life and my heart my heart and my life I love you I need you don't go. I dare to hope that your gentle hand will catch me when I fall I dare to dream that you and I Could get through all together. Cracks appear it all falls down shattered it splits like light on the water Life and my heart my heart and my life I love you I need you don't go. Your never here for me anymore I'm hurt and rejected and lost I need you now yet your not here When I don't need you there you are. Cracks appear it all falls down shattered it splits like light on the water Life and my heart my heart and my life I love you I need you don't go. I never really saw you until you left I never really needed you until you went I never knew this love This love i feel for you Was this strong this powerful Until your gone. Cracks appear it all falls down shattered it splits like light on the water Life and my heart my heart and my life I love you I need you don't go. I would like any comments at all on this...(Even Kevins! )It's for a personal reason but I'd like to know honsetly what you think...

Signed with Regrets Ripped out still beating fluttering in a panic where are you now my love where? My heaven, my hell, my love. So long we looked at each other, looked and barely talked the snatched squeezes and closeness of cuddles ripped out my heart still beating You turned and walked away from me never once looked behind i stood on the hill and looked at you my eyes drowning my vision Turning away the cascaded came flowing down my cheeks unspoken pain and longing for you My love my love one glance all i need is one look a backward glance of longing one glance from you to feel my pain to share in this one thing I feel I didn't mean to fall in love not with you just yet I thought I belonged to someone else oh My love how can i tell you? If I could call you love i would to explain this situation I'm sorry I loved you I really did but i wasn't getting all of you. I can't share you with cageyness I can't share you with mis-trust I don't want that it can't work you and me, or me and him. I've made my choice through my heart i love him so much it hurts You seem to have forgotten me And so, my love, it ends right here with regrets.

That song the laughing policeman has replaced Pink Water....

Jesus Don't Want Me For A Sunbeam-Nirvana Jesus, don't want me for a sunbeam Sunbeams are never made like me Don't expect me to cry, For all the reasons you had to die Don't ever ask your love of me. Don't expect me to cry Don't expect me to lie Don't expect me to die for me.

A chewing gum and a glass of water.

Do you know that if you go into another room, close two doors and put some music on you can still hear your landLady crying? I hate it when people are upset....

A glass of gold top milk...

So You Think Your Really It Do You? So, you think your it do you? Well I could be it too If I choose to be like you. I would have to hurt peole of course lead them on with a loving force then leave them, for a boy of course. Then I'd have to tell you how much I'm in love Not with you though with one whos as gentle as a dove then say how we never really had it, you know, that thing called love. So you think your it do you? Well I could be it too If I choose to be like you

Wonderwall-Oasis Today is gonna be the day That they’re gonna throw it back to you By now you should’ve somehow Realised what you gotta do I don’t believe that anybody Feels the way I do about you now Backbeat the word was on the street That the fire in your heart is out I’m sure you’ve heard it all before But you never really had a doubt I don’t believe that anybody feels The way I do about you now And all the roads we have to walk are winding And all the lights that lead us there are blinding There are many things that I would Like to say to you But I don’t know how Because maybe You’re gonna be the one that saves me ? And after all You’re my wonderwall Today was gonna be the day? But they’ll never throw it back to you By now you should’ve somehow Realised what you’re not to do I don’t believe that anybody Feels the way I do About you now And all the roads that lead you there were winding And all the lights that light the way are blinding There are many things that I would like to say to you I don’t know how I said maybe You’re gonna be the one that saves me ? And after all You’re my wonderwall I said maybe You’re gonna be the one that saves me ? And after all You’re my wonderwall Said maybe You’re gonna be the one that saves me You’re gonna be the one that saves me You’re gonna be the one that saves me

Swing low sweet chariot...some gosaple band....

They already brought me about 150 pounds worth of birthday present.....

I just ordered a cd I really can't afford....but i really want it!

'Jump Around' Planetshakers

Planet Shakers sweeten my coffee....I love there song "Pick it Up"!!!

My MP3 Player grinds my gears today....it loses charge at a rate of knots!! I listen to it for an hour, switch it off and it's flat by the time I get back to it to listen again!!

Ah alcohol my sweetest friend......

Jon sweetens my coffee (A different Jon) He's so good at comforting people it's amazeing!

Just set a jack russel on it...that do it quick and non messy/....

Someone somewhere is not thinking about the past at all

Yup Yup!

I am happy and content. My life is gooood. In fact it'll only get better when the second comming happens. This world has satisfied me as much as it could. This is not My Home.....

Honestly I love Benny Hinn!

Good one UJ!!

saturday before he