penetrated_bunni

Gah! I SO NEED . Im new here and I dont know whether to KEEP this cr*ppy poem-thing, or how to finish it or what. I just WROTE IT one day. So here it goes: Today I feel dry. A sponge, wrung of all her talent, left on the windowsill to bake in the hot sun. Maybe even crocodiley deadskin dry. Old Ramen stuck to the bottom of my pan that wont come off no matter how many days I let it soak. Today I feel unoriginal. the last of a GAZILLION cut out paper hearts. All tiny and alone but deformed cuz the kid holdin the scissors got lazy on me and let his hand slip. whoops. There I go, right in the loony-tin with all those other misfit messups. Today I feel hideous. Cover my face with a halloween mask to hide the ugly kind of hideous. Afraid to look in the bathroom mirror because what i might see will terrify me. Lock me in my room and throw away the key lest i let the devil out of me and go on a mad KILLING SPREE kind of hideous. Today I feel random. Dance in the streets naked random. Sing in the snow and rain and build a tenfoot tall snowman while im at it. Watch me jump off the ceiling and pray to GOD that he'' do me this one teensy favor and catch me or else Ill break my big toe AGAIN and Lord knows Im a big old baby when I have to go get stitches. Today I feel sad. All that happiness burst out of me, like air out of a balloon once you take a fork to it. Then whats left? Nothing. All the air's gone. I kept laughing and laughing and laughing so hard tears took my eyes hostage and refused to let go. They multiplied, horny little rabbits, till there were millions, hopping along hurriedly down my cheek, finding refuge in that nook of space between chin and chest. Cowards. (thats it so far. tell me what ya think. :-P) Penetrated_Bunni