Sillyguy4u04
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Just sum stuff written lately
WHO AM I
Who am I, this guy you see
Do you even know the real me
To you I'm strong, upbeat, funny, and usually positive
While inside I'm battling emotions that dont want to live
Look at the smile it says things are going just fine
But the eyes show a different story this time
They show my weakness, pain, and fears
They hold back a million tears
My eyes are windows into my soul
They keep secret stories untold
No one knows the feelings deep inside
So many tears are left uncried
Only I know the pain ripping at my heart
Deep inside it's tearing me apart
When all alone in my room at night
I close my eyes really tight
I remember a better life
Then reality cuts like a knife
It brings me back to where I am now
Things have all gone wrong somehow
Everyone tells me it'll get better soon
To those words I've become immune
Nothings gets better it only gets worse
Always following a different hearse
I've tried and tried to keep it in
But this time my emotions win
I'm not alright I'm not okay
The pain gets stronger everyday
There's nothing I can do to change the past
So once again I'll put on a mask
But remember even though I smiled
Deep inside I'm a scared lost child
FOR ANGIE
I cant believe its really here
It had been a whole year
Surely it doesnt feel that long
The pain inside is still so strong
I miss you more with each day that passes by
Its all I can do not to cry
I dont understand why you went away
I dont know why you chose not to stay
The things I remember we use to do
Were little things special to only me and you
We listened to music and talked about getting tickets to the Eagles game
But now that you're gone things are different theyll never be the same
Two weeks before you left we went to the store
We did alot of shopping but we talked even more
Things were so crazy in everyones lives
But I never imagined two weeks later Id say a last goodbye
The words that woke me were "please say its not true"
He was on the phone saying something happened to you
The next call told me you were with us no more
I remember the moment my heart hit the floor
Everythings blurry, yet so clear to me
This is not the way things were supposed to be
They say with time the pain will ease
But I dont think it will ever leave
With a year gone by it still hurts so bad
Im still so angry, confused, but mostly sad
STRENGTH THROUGH FAITH STILL CANT
When I look back at this life of mine
So much has happened in such a short time
I've yet to experience all life has to give
But there are demons inside that dont want to live
Theres a book that I read that keeps my hopes high
The words I read give me the will to survive
To most people I dont seem very religious
But I know theres so much Jesus died to give us
He died on the cross to save us from sin
His life on earth ended so ours could begin
I may not know much but I do know this
Being alive is a very special gift
Deep inside the body lies a soul
It shows you right from wrong and which way to go
Your soul can go to heaven when your bodys in the earth
Then you will realize its the only thing you had of any worth
So many things go wrong but something must be right
Or else I would not be breathing on this night
There is nothing in this life that will make me afraid
Because Ill always have strength through faith
STILL CANT
I feel all this pain Im reliving the day
Still cant understand why you went away
Tomorrow will make it a full year
Still cant deal with you not being here
Emotions are overflowing and running high
Still cant handle saying goodbye
No one understandstands the pain Im going through
Still cant forget the day we lost you
The memory's so clear it clutters my head
Still cant believe you really are dead
I remember the words on the phone
Still cant imagine why you felt so alone
I keep trying to put my feelings on the shelf
Still cant stop blaming myself
Nothing is helping the pain deep inside
Still cant stop crying trust me Ive tried
And though Ive tried a million times
Still cant get you off my mind
Of reality I feel unaware
Still cant wake up from this nightmare
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Usher- Nice N Slow
Boyz II Men - Ill make love to you
504 Boyz - I can tell
Tim McGraw n Faith Hill - Lets make Love
Ja Rule - Murda Me
Ludacris - Whats your fantasy
Usher- Thats What its Made for
Usher - Good Ol Ghetto
Charly McClain - Paradise tonight
Keith Urban - Raining on Sunday
Lonestar - Amazed
Boyzone - I love the way you love me
Ja Rule - Mesmerized
Joe - I wanna know
Jagged Edge - Lets Get Married
Jagged Edge - I promise
Jon B - They dont know
Usher Jon n Luda - Lovers and Friends
Nelly - Paradise
Next - Too Close
Rupee - Tempted to Touch
Usher - Twork it out
Baby Bash n Frankie J - Obsession
Mario - Let me Love you
98 Degrees - I do
Aerosmith - Angel
Lots more but is 4:30 in the morning n I cant think too clearly having not slept yet
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Hey every1 should check out this group Medula, they are from delaware their webpage is www.medulamusic.net they have like 4 songs in their multimedia section, they r friends of mine, check it out and leave some feedback, they are rap but it's wicked rap, not as insane as ICP but not as mainstream as Eminem so if you crossed the 2 you would have Medula
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Hey, I know this probably really sucks, but I wrote it. I am having trouble coming up with a beat for it. Can someone please help?
It was late one night
You called me on the phone
You said it was a fight
The story is just too long
I told you I had nothing better to do
You explain the situtation it was him
I spent the whole night listenin to you
You said its ok he wont do it again
I dont know why you let him hurt you so much
What you really need is a gentle loving touch
But it's always "give it another day", hes got something
to say, You've got tears in your eyes, let me fix things
baby dont cry, Ill always be here I promise its a fact, just please
stop lettin him treat you like that
It happened again its worse this time,
He hits you and tells u ur worthless
This guy is lower than slime
Ill hold u with you head on my chest
Theres nothing I can really do
Until you decide you cant take anymore
So Ill just comfort you
Until you make the choice to walk out the door
I cant understand how you put up with it
Its way past time for you to spilt
But it's always "give it another day", hes got something to say,
You've got tears in your eyes, let me fix things baby dont cry, Ill
always be here I promise its a fact, just please stop lettin him
treat you like that
This time he went to far
It wasnt just a smack
Now he's left a scar
I wont take this sitting back
You beg me to stay calm
You'll do it on ur own
We go talk to your mom
She tells you to come home
Finally youve broke the chains your finally free
You look into my eyes and say you want me
It's finally the last day, you dont want to hear what he has to
say, I wiped those tears from your eyes, you have no more
reasons to cry, Ill always be here I promise thats a fact, you
finally stopped lettin him treat you like that
Ill never treat you like that
Ill never treat you like that
I guess what Im lookin 4 is sum1 who can provide an original beat or sum1 who has a suggestion of a jacked beat to put it too, jus the beat from any song Please help! Any genre is cool too
Song still got no beat really
in Creative Writing
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It was late one night
You called me on the phone
You said it was a fight
The story is just too long
I told you I had nothing better to do
You explain the situtation it was him
I spent the whole night listenin to you
You said its ok he wont do it again
I dont know why you let him hurt you so much
What you really need is a gentle loving touch
But it's always "give it another day", hes got something to say, You've got tears in your eyes, let me fix things baby dont cry, Ill always be here I promise its a fact, just please stop lettin him treat you like that
It happened again its worse this time,
He hits you and tells u ur worthless
This guy is lower than slime
Ill hold u with you head on my chest
Theres nothing I can really do
Until you decide you cant take anymore
So Ill just comfort you
Until you make the choice to walk out the door
I cant understand how you put up with it
Its way past time for you to spilt
But it's always "give it another day", hes got something to say, You've got tears in your eyes, let me fix things baby dont cry, Ill always be here I promise its a fact, just please stop lettin him treat you like that
This time he went to far
It wasnt just a smack
Now he's left a scar
I wont take this sitting back
You beg me to stay calm
You'll do it on ur own
We go talk to your mom
She tells you to come home
Finally youve broke the chains your finally free
You look into my eyes and say you want me
It's finally the last day, you dont want to hear what he has to say, I wiped those tears from your eyes, you have no more reasons to cry, Ill always be here I promise thats a fact, you finally stopped lettin him treat you like that
I wont ever treat you like that
I wont ever treat you like that