Sillyguy4u04

It was late one night You called me on the phone You said it was a fight The story is just too long I told you I had nothing better to do You explain the situtation it was him I spent the whole night listenin to you You said its ok he wont do it again I dont know why you let him hurt you so much What you really need is a gentle loving touch But it's always "give it another day", hes got something to say, You've got tears in your eyes, let me fix things baby dont cry, Ill always be here I promise its a fact, just please stop lettin him treat you like that It happened again its worse this time, He hits you and tells u ur worthless This guy is lower than slime Ill hold u with you head on my chest Theres nothing I can really do Until you decide you cant take anymore So Ill just comfort you Until you make the choice to walk out the door I cant understand how you put up with it Its way past time for you to spilt But it's always "give it another day", hes got something to say, You've got tears in your eyes, let me fix things baby dont cry, Ill always be here I promise its a fact, just please stop lettin him treat you like that This time he went to far It wasnt just a smack Now he's left a scar I wont take this sitting back You beg me to stay calm You'll do it on ur own We go talk to your mom She tells you to come home Finally youve broke the chains your finally free You look into my eyes and say you want me It's finally the last day, you dont want to hear what he has to say, I wiped those tears from your eyes, you have no more reasons to cry, Ill always be here I promise thats a fact, you finally stopped lettin him treat you like that I wont ever treat you like that I wont ever treat you like that

Just sum stuff written lately WHO AM I Who am I, this guy you see Do you even know the real me To you I'm strong, upbeat, funny, and usually positive While inside I'm battling emotions that dont want to live Look at the smile it says things are going just fine But the eyes show a different story this time They show my weakness, pain, and fears They hold back a million tears My eyes are windows into my soul They keep secret stories untold No one knows the feelings deep inside So many tears are left uncried Only I know the pain ripping at my heart Deep inside it's tearing me apart When all alone in my room at night I close my eyes really tight I remember a better life Then reality cuts like a knife It brings me back to where I am now Things have all gone wrong somehow Everyone tells me it'll get better soon To those words I've become immune Nothings gets better it only gets worse Always following a different hearse I've tried and tried to keep it in But this time my emotions win I'm not alright I'm not okay The pain gets stronger everyday There's nothing I can do to change the past So once again I'll put on a mask But remember even though I smiled Deep inside I'm a scared lost child FOR ANGIE I cant believe its really here It had been a whole year Surely it doesnt feel that long The pain inside is still so strong I miss you more with each day that passes by Its all I can do not to cry I dont understand why you went away I dont know why you chose not to stay The things I remember we use to do Were little things special to only me and you We listened to music and talked about getting tickets to the Eagles game But now that you're gone things are different theyll never be the same Two weeks before you left we went to the store We did alot of shopping but we talked even more Things were so crazy in everyones lives But I never imagined two weeks later Id say a last goodbye The words that woke me were "please say its not true" He was on the phone saying something happened to you The next call told me you were with us no more I remember the moment my heart hit the floor Everythings blurry, yet so clear to me This is not the way things were supposed to be They say with time the pain will ease But I dont think it will ever leave With a year gone by it still hurts so bad Im still so angry, confused, but mostly sad STRENGTH THROUGH FAITH STILL CANT When I look back at this life of mine So much has happened in such a short time I've yet to experience all life has to give But there are demons inside that dont want to live Theres a book that I read that keeps my hopes high The words I read give me the will to survive To most people I dont seem very religious But I know theres so much Jesus died to give us He died on the cross to save us from sin His life on earth ended so ours could begin I may not know much but I do know this Being alive is a very special gift Deep inside the body lies a soul It shows you right from wrong and which way to go Your soul can go to heaven when your bodys in the earth Then you will realize its the only thing you had of any worth So many things go wrong but something must be right Or else I would not be breathing on this night There is nothing in this life that will make me afraid Because Ill always have strength through faith STILL CANT I feel all this pain Im reliving the day Still cant understand why you went away Tomorrow will make it a full year Still cant deal with you not being here Emotions are overflowing and running high Still cant handle saying goodbye No one understandstands the pain Im going through Still cant forget the day we lost you The memory's so clear it clutters my head Still cant believe you really are dead I remember the words on the phone Still cant imagine why you felt so alone I keep trying to put my feelings on the shelf Still cant stop blaming myself Nothing is helping the pain deep inside Still cant stop crying trust me Ive tried And though Ive tried a million times Still cant get you off my mind Of reality I feel unaware Still cant wake up from this nightmare

Usher- Nice N Slow Boyz II Men - Ill make love to you 504 Boyz - I can tell Tim McGraw n Faith Hill - Lets make Love Ja Rule - Murda Me Ludacris - Whats your fantasy Usher- Thats What its Made for Usher - Good Ol Ghetto Charly McClain - Paradise tonight Keith Urban - Raining on Sunday Lonestar - Amazed Boyzone - I love the way you love me Ja Rule - Mesmerized Joe - I wanna know Jagged Edge - Lets Get Married Jagged Edge - I promise Jon B - They dont know Usher Jon n Luda - Lovers and Friends Nelly - Paradise Next - Too Close Rupee - Tempted to Touch Usher - Twork it out Baby Bash n Frankie J - Obsession Mario - Let me Love you 98 Degrees - I do Aerosmith - Angel Lots more but is 4:30 in the morning n I cant think too clearly having not slept yet

Hey every1 should check out this group Medula, they are from delaware their webpage is www.medulamusic.net they have like 4 songs in their multimedia section, they r friends of mine, check it out and leave some feedback, they are rap but it's wicked rap, not as insane as ICP but not as mainstream as Eminem so if you crossed the 2 you would have Medula

Hey, I know this probably really sucks, but I wrote it. I am having trouble coming up with a beat for it. Can someone please help? It was late one night You called me on the phone You said it was a fight The story is just too long I told you I had nothing better to do You explain the situtation it was him I spent the whole night listenin to you You said its ok he wont do it again I dont know why you let him hurt you so much What you really need is a gentle loving touch But it's always "give it another day", hes got something to say, You've got tears in your eyes, let me fix things baby dont cry, Ill always be here I promise its a fact, just please stop lettin him treat you like that It happened again its worse this time, He hits you and tells u ur worthless This guy is lower than slime Ill hold u with you head on my chest Theres nothing I can really do Until you decide you cant take anymore So Ill just comfort you Until you make the choice to walk out the door I cant understand how you put up with it Its way past time for you to spilt But it's always "give it another day", hes got something to say, You've got tears in your eyes, let me fix things baby dont cry, Ill always be here I promise its a fact, just please stop lettin him treat you like that This time he went to far It wasnt just a smack Now he's left a scar I wont take this sitting back You beg me to stay calm You'll do it on ur own We go talk to your mom She tells you to come home Finally youve broke the chains your finally free You look into my eyes and say you want me It's finally the last day, you dont want to hear what he has to say, I wiped those tears from your eyes, you have no more reasons to cry, Ill always be here I promise thats a fact, you finally stopped lettin him treat you like that Ill never treat you like that Ill never treat you like that I guess what Im lookin 4 is sum1 who can provide an original beat or sum1 who has a suggestion of a jacked beat to put it too, jus the beat from any song Please help! Any genre is cool too