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I realize this is years into the post...but...yes, she's discussing at length her guilt of precocious/risky behavior, presumably as a teen. Then speaks of her doubt in the Catholic seal of confession, thinking he's probably actually turned on by her words. What disturbed me a bit was the part of her calling out her brothers, alluding to what seems to be her (the Catholic Bible is clear on what will happen to those masturbating being stricken with blindness). Yet she feels guilt for her involvement, and asks in desperation if baptism will redeem her.