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  1.  

    She stands in the mirror
    Thinkin' bout everything that's happened these past years
    Then starts the flow of tears
    On such a pretty little face they will shimmer
     
    She flashes back to the days
    Where the cold of the snow was only felt through in waves
    A prick that brought sensations
    Colloquial sedation brought exhilaration  
     
    Wishful thinking, numbing poison
    Webs from spiders cover her eyes
    Eradication of this disease
    Seems a task for Hercules
    Shards of glass stained with blood lie on the floor
     
    And so she screamed, "I will not die alone
    I'm tired of pushing them away!
    I'll forget all I know,
    Just to change who I am today
    Twisted, shattered, drowned in shame
    I hate who stares at me
    The Man in the Mirror."
     
    I see much of myself in her
    An ivory essence between souls
    My brain's becoming more clear
    And I fail to turn away
     
    It's hard to believe, that the frailty of life is in existence
    Correlation with our sins, I search through pictures of old friends
    Turning through pages, old memories flash through my head
    Emotions clash as I hear lightning strike in the distance
     
    I once loved her, heart was broken
    She once loved me, my mind eroded
    He's too far gone, soon to be buried
    She's now married, damn I miss her
    Now look at me, all alone; broken mirror
     
    And so I screamed, "I will not die alone
    I'm tired of pushing them away!
    I'll forget all I know,
    Just to change who I am today
    Twisted, shattered, drowned in shame
    I hate who stares at me
    The Man in the Mirror."
     
    I'm tired of hurting
    Tired of bleeding
    Bleeding myself dry
    I'm tired of needles
    Tired of trying
    Trying with the Devil himself
    Just get him away from me
    The Man in the Mirror 
  2. Take me to the hills where I can be away from this
    Bullshit excuse of a world
    Let me outta this godawful situation
    I am done with this
    I've been sadly mistaken for someone who I'm not
    Please come save me
    Can you see these tears for all the love I've lost?
    Hope has turned into despair


    All I hear are stories of my past
    Ones that claim I never had a care in the world
    I can only blame the Impostors
    Possessed by my demons, induced by my enemy 


    These Impostors are acting like I hate the ones I love

    Always seeking destruction of their hearts
    So please don't believe what these monsters have said and done
    Because i have have always been the real me


    Oh, how can so much be taken away

    Cuz of one or two simple mistakes?
    Clouded thoughts brought hectic dismay
    I let my problems become my Impostors
    Self medicating I am my doctor
    One that cared for only me and no other
     

    So cuff me up break me down and beat the ******* outta me
    I never wanted it to come to this, but for love to restore it must be done
    I must be cleansed of Impostors, so throw me away and 
     

    Take me to the hills where I can be away from this
    Bullshit excuse of a world
    Let me outta this godawful situation
    I am done with this
    I've been sadly mistaken for someone who I'm not
    Please come save me
    Can you see these tears for all the love I've lost?
    Hope has turned into despair
     

    Hello to the man in the mirror,  Mr. Yang
    Broken glass always shows the same reflection
    Lesser evils, different worlds, I'm outta excuses
    I've brought my demise, Surprised? Then you're in for a ride
    Ask me how I'm doin, I'm not Knight in Shining Armor
    My past is the Night born of Sin of The Martyr
    Fighting til the end just a performer of Anarchy
     

    Perceived correctly, yet I was deadly, to all even me
    Now I've gone. Left my head, got ahead of myself
    In this race to the Moon, Maybe He'll understand
    Forever alone
  3. Sweating in panic, running blind in the night

    Is it behind me? Adrenaline born of fright

    The cadaverous essence ridden with blight

    Sickening pictures run rampant all through my mind

    I cannot imagine putting up a fight

     

     

    Hold my breath, awkward silence,

    Heart is deafening, the drum of war

    Should never have played wicked games with this whore

    Oh, Miss Ravenous , so cadaverous

    I never wanted all of this violence

     

     

    Spiders play their symphony of silken strings

    While you feast upon the soul of living human beings

    Flies swarm around the bodies you have devoured

    Maggots born of blood, love betrothed death in their final hour

    Why must I play with things that potentially could kill me

     

     

    Fire, screaming in the night, crying out their smoldering ashes

    The snapping of branches beneath my own being

    Feet wet with blood, running through marshes of bodies

    How did I get myself into this place?

    The Crypt of the Animaphage

     

     

    All this prolonged silence is music to my ears,

    The reak of decaying bodies I just cant shake outta my head

    Have I gone mad?

    No, this is just the itch of rebellion, the crave of desecration

     

     

    Lubricate these achy muscles with this potion in my backpack

    Rejuvenated back to normal, TM 20, now let's rumble

    Animaphage, your sword wont help you, scepter and crown are worthless here

    I've taken you by the hand, for you must come to my dance

    I'm done running, playing your games, end the fight of darkest days

    Capture the One Who Devours, my once love, in a ball of red and white

     

     

    Copr. Mason DuPont

  4. The sky is only red; meteors fall like dripping blood

    Black clouds explode from the horizon, is this the end?

    Lightning strikes with every breath as I stand in the flood

    Death is above, same as below, I stand on a grave, which is my own

    My palms decay with each beat of my heart, is this the end?

     

     

    This is only my head, imagination worse than Revelations

    I am haunted, become demented, the thoughts which roam are sickening

    I am blinded, deceived by the damned, reason to believe that I've lost sanity

    If there's one thing I know is that I'm not heartless

     

     

    Well, I don't know where I'm at; in my head, I feel dead

    Maybe it's just that because of all this, I'm afraid, I cannot stay

    Dreams and nightmares, they seem the same, am I sane?

    The truth is that I care too much about the past, I am glass

    Transparent through everything spoken, my mind has not yet awoken

     

     

    I think about you all the time, one feint motion

    Is this love or am I losing it again? Albatross of circulation

    Thoughts corroded through formaldehyde

    My mind is black, bound by the past, I can't move forward

    I am frozen, eyes open wide

     

     

    We made love, it felt so right, now I've concluded drug inducement was all it took

    Hate to know that you're the temptress, false illusion; heart intruded

    Complicated, confused by lust. We were young, but I'm not stupid

    You just faked it, now you mock me, stole my name

    Who the ******* is he, just a Rogue!

     

     

    I sailed the world alone, as a Pioneer; a Renegade

    My thoughts were clouded, fog surrounding, a drunken haze

    I became narcissistic, jealous of all I never had

    Where's my head, drowning in the water, lost in the wreckage of those before me

    Haunted by ghosts who scream in the night, thirsty for blood, begging for mercy

    A voyager lost who sailed for a dream that was only a nightmare

     

     

    "Change" is just a word that barely scrapes the surface

    To tell you how I'm feeling only makes me nervous

    You wanna hear how I question everything I say or do

    Maybe how my future seems plotted without a single clue

    You never asked how I even feel, I've got to know. Do I deserve this?

     

     

    Is this even real?

     

     

    Copr. Mason DuPont

  5. Put a sliver of my soul into this very paper

    Write you letters, quill dipped in blood

    Think of what I'll say to her

    Will things ever be the same now that I've brought the flood?

    Heavy lies the crown when all you've claimed was to be sane

    Have we passed the best of us since I've been named Lazarus?

     

     

    I'm sorry, baby, I've gone away to safety

    Left you out on the streets, memories burst into flames

    Every time I think of you a shiver goes down my spine

    Chilling bone, tearing eyes, I cannot face all my lies

     

     

    The urge to kill; the wish to die; things I knew all too well

    Adrenaline mixed with heroin fueled my very engine

    An alchemist and a chemist making my own medicine

    Life became so dramatic, death itself seemed so ecstatic

    Weighing options hand in hand, Gates of Hell or Heaven

     

     

    Just let me know, when I'm needed by your side

    I'll be your hero, not your heroin

    I love you so I've got to let you go

    I cannot be your suicide

    I can't be your suicide

     

     

    Still I live, behind closed doors

    Only now a story to tell

    Was forever pushed away, silhouette of society

    Now a hero for the broken

    Put a use to these contorted thoughts

    Save a life, that's alright with me

     

     

    The flood gates are open, sirens ringing in my ears

    Some think of this as catastrophe, but this is only venting

    Let everything out, show my true colors,

    I know I'm not an angel, but neither a demon

    I recommend you do the same, reconcile all you've wronged

    I know it all seems oh, so hard, but all this is, is stormy weather

    And I'll sail with you, as well as others

     

     

    Just let me know, when I'm needed by your side

    I'll be your hero, not your heroin

    I love you so I've got to let you go

    I cannot be your suicide

     

     

    There'll be no more hand in hand

    Now its just me, with my toes in the sand

    Head up to the sky, mind wanderin' to different lands

    But when you're not okay, I'll be waiting

     

     

    Just let me know, when I'm needed by your side

    I'll be your hero, not your heroin

    I love you so I've got to let you go

    I cannot be your suicide

    I can't be your suicide

     

    Copr. Mason DuPont

  6. Sky high, balcony, sun in my eyes, the phone, it rings

    Dare I answer, I know who sings

    "Please come hold me"

    I just want to be free

     

     

    The look in your eyes, sickening; deafening

    Have I gone wrong to trust this person

    Heart in her hands, barely beating

    Back and forth, I am pacing

    Can you tell me, have I gone crazy?

     

     

    Cross the boundary, borderline mockery

    There is no business for this thinking

    Must she know? Keep it a secret

    I'm thinking of you, its the season

     

     

    Something inside of my head

    I think of leaving but hold you instead

    Only choking, barely breathing

    Can you tell me, what is wrong with me?

     

     

    She rests her pretty little head on my my shoulder

    (Little does she know I'm thinking of someone)

    She sings me songs I wrote her

    (Someone else, it's not just you, dear)

    How do I know, if you're the one?

    (Is this love eternal, or have I gone mad?)

    Dedicated; complicated

    Fear of commitment; so demented!

     

     

    Am I wrong to feel this way?

    Dreaming of her, yet thinking of others everyday

    Am I consumed? My own twisted mentality

    Selfish actions provoked by false reality

    The time of now, so irrelevant,

    Stuck in this vortex, optical illusions, I'm in debt

    I owe my love, but to whom is unknown

    Is she the one? How will I know?

     

     

    Sky high, balcony, sun in my eyes, the phone, it rings

    Dare I answer, I know who sings

    "Please come hold me"

    I just want to be free

     

     

    She rests her pretty little head on my my shoulder

    (Little does she know I'm thinking of someone)

    She sings me songs I wrote her

    (Someone else, it's not just you, dear)

    How do I know, if you're the one?

    (Is this love eternal, or have I gone mad?)

    Dedicated; complicated

    Fear of commitment; so demented!

     

     

    Copr. Mason DuPont

  7. To whom it may concern,

    Won't you forgive for all I've done

    I ran away cuz I was scared,

    Just a child succumbed by fear

    For everything I have done

    Won't you forgive me?

     

     

    I know its been so long, since I've called or thought to write

    Well I was working on things, so I could make it right

    Even my darkest days, thoughts painted black by smoke

    I thought to call yet I'd choke

    Only cuz of one thing, and one thing only

    I was left there wonderin'

     

     

    What'll they think of me?

    When they know that I am high

    What'll they think when I'm pushed upon the roadside

    Abandoned, kicking stones; I do not want to die alone

    What'll they think of me?

    If I never tell my lie

     

     

    My chest's been ripped open, eviscerated

    A heart so cold, dark, and maggot infested

    There was no love shown from me

    Cuz I only shared hatred and misery

     

     

    But now I'm here, and I stand strong

    There's only one mission to abide

    And that's to be right by your side

    Cuz I lived wrong for way too long

    And I grew tired of wonderin'

     

    What'll they think of me?

    When they know that I am high

    What'll they think when I'm pushed, upon on the roadside

    Abandoned kicking stones; I do not want to die alone

    What'll they think of me?

    If I never tell my lie

     

     

    Copr. Mason DuPont

  8. Friend, reach out for my hand

    I have been there, Hell-Fire beneath me, the wrong side of Heaven

    Reach out for my hand

    See my scars and stay away from the man in the mirror

    Don't you remember where I have been?

    Close to death, blinding darkness,

    Life succumbed to suicide

     

     

    I've walked alone in a desolate wasteland

    I've watched Angels fall, held there arms, put up my walls

    A fortress made from a false reality

    I was alone; dying alone

     

     

    I was lost, made my life a living hell

    Inebriated, reciprocated, full of sorrow; couldn't you tell?

    But now you've strayed away just like me

    Helplessly ignorant, arrogantly addicted

     

     

    Friend, reach out for my hand

    I have been there, Hell-Fire beneath me, the wrong side of Heaven

    Reach out for my hand

    See my scars and stay away from the man in the mirror

    Don't you remember where I have been?

    Close to death, blinding darkness,

    Life succumbed to suicide

     

     

    He swims in the wake of The Forsaken

    And he seeks little redemption

    Ignorant to the path he follows

    Has he fallen for the Devil's grin?

    There is a demon, whispering in his ear

    Who speaks in tongues in which only he may comprehend

     

     

    Succubus! Stay away, for he knows not of what he does

    Innocence, nothing less is the the only thing that may please

    Succubus! Let him free, turn your wickedness to me

    For I've fought this battle before, my mind has no room for a whore

     

     

    Bring your whip, bring your flame, I'll bring nothing but my own burdened shame

    I'll give my power to another, and in Hell I will bring you your slaughter

    Sling your whip, whisper wishes of lust, you dare?

    Then I'll grab your neck, crack it back, pull out your spine; You're mine!

    Let those souls you sucked dry leak out from your jugular

    The vengeance in my eyes shines bright here in Hell

    But this is no place for me, for I've had my share

     

     

    Friend, reach out for my hand

    I have been there, Hell-Fire beneath me, the wrong side of Heaven

    Reach out for my hand

    See my scars and stay away from the man in the mirror

    This is not what you desire

     

     

    Copr. Mason DuPont

  9. Tears they come and go

    As memories flash by like storm

    I was too busy for love

    Forgive me, for I was wrong

     

     

    Back when we were young

    There were never seasons of sorrow

    But now that we’ve grown

    These tears seem forever eternal

     

     

    I look outside

    There’s pouring rain

    I know you’re scared

    But things will be okay

    I’m so sorry

    That I left you behind

    I feel so guilty

    Still you’re right by my side

     

     

    So here we stand

    Miles and miles away

    Yet we stay strong

    It feels were closer than ever

    We can’t stop now

     

     

    Remember how I held you

    Always right by my side

    Now I sit here alone

    Flowers have withered and died

     

     

    Now all I have

    Are burdened hands filled with shame

    I only have your voice to guide me

    Through darkness I will find light

     

     

    Far in the hills

    Deep in the wild

    Over the mountains

    And straight through the tides

    Thats where you’ll find me

    Soon I’ll come home

    But we must be patient

    Cuz this will take time

     

     

    So here we stand

    Miles and miles away

    Yet we stay strong

    It feels were closer than ever

    I know were closer than ever

    We can’t stop now

     

     

    Copr. Mason DuPont

  10. Boarded up in room, locked inside of my mind

    Can't you see that it gets harder every time

    to keep you away from me,

    I've been up for too damn long, what is a dream?

    You're not mine anymore

     

     

    Trapped by these walls, they are talking

    Through the shades, I am peaking

    Look above, to the ceiling,

    She is there! She is there!

    Close my eyes, say my prayer

    Hear her footsteps drawing near

    Open my eyes, to the mirror

    She is here! She is here!

     

     

    Legs are shaking, heart is racing

    Hear her whisper, "Never will I disappear"

    Head is spinning, eyes are pouring

    These are tears, do I miss her?

    No!

     

     

    Can you feel her touch? Graceful fingers blessed with tranquility

    In my ear, her whisper's singing, oh so beautifully

    Cannot focus, is this heaven? I've got to say I like this

    Oh, but won't you open you're eyes!

     

     

    Yellow eyes, skin is rotted

    Must remember I am haunted

    Once a swan upon maggots

    She was buried in a casket

    All the lies that I had spoke

    Ruined her head like a hatchet

    Now she's back, from the dead she woke

    Come to haunt me, I cannot scream,

    Just her sight is bone chilling

    Can't this be some cruel joke

     

     

    "Oh, great deceiver, I've come to take you whole

    Don't you think you're clever, a plot you made to take my soul

    Can you remember how much you craved for control

    I'm more than a whisper, haunting you to take your heart and soul

    You're mine forever!"

     

     

    Wake me up, from this nightmare

    Burn these memories with some fire

    I'm sorry, forgive me

    I'm sorry, don't kill me

    Wake me up, from this nightmare

    I shed your blood, just to get higher

    I'm sorry, forgive me

    I'm sorry, don't kill me

    Wake me up

     

     

    Copr. Mason DuPont

  11. Yeah I write song lyrics only, I play guitar and hope when things come together for me to either get a band started and use them myself, or become a lyricist, or a songwriter if I can learn to actually write music instead of just playing it, only 21 so I got some college to do :)

  12. I am my own, friends six feet below

    No longer a hero, stuck in oblivion

    Heart bled dry, dark as obsidian

    My mind is blind, sanity lost

    They once were before me, my family

    Now only seem an albatross

    I'm tired of the roaming, tired of the bleeding

    Now I seek a new dimension, one with diamonds in my possession

     

     

    Yes I fell off, I did my time

    Got caught up in the hustle and grind

    Lost it all, but here I am

    I bid farewell, I'm moving on

     

     

    I reach to the sky, my heart on my sleeve

    The Sun in my eyes, head soaked with blood

    Tears pour down for what lies beneath

    I've been withered; I've been torn

    But I will never die

     

     

    It's hard to leave loved ones behind,

    To put them in the back of my mind

    Tragedy is the oxygen you breathe

    Life is measured in precious time

    Believe me, we all bleed

     

     

    Take it from one who's walked that road

    The one that forks from all you own:

    Your heart, your mind, your love and compassion

    Few survive for that precious high, all for a brief out of commission

    But I choose to get well, to leave my wicked past behind

    I'm done with Hell, I'm Here to tell

     

     

    Yes I fell off, I did my time

    Got caught up in the hustle and grind

    Lost it all, but here I am

    I bid farewell, I'm moving on

     

     

    Copr. Mason DuPont

  13. There she stands alone in the mirror

    Wondering where I am, waiting for my call

    A pen in hand, she writing me again

    I couldn't ask for someone more incredible

     

     

    This love of ours is like a new dimension

    And when stars collide I can see it in your eyes

    I kiss your lips and feel your breath down my neck

    Baby I could die, you taste just like Heaven

     

     

    We lay beneath the moon lit sky

    Your hand wrapped in mine, baby this feels so right

    But then there's nights when your not by my side

    That's when I begin to write,

    Some come out a sickening blight

    Others the sweetest sight

    I owe this talent to you

    You're inspiration baby, that's the truth

     

     

    This fire in my heart, burning, oh, so hot

    At times it skips and roars, only when I'm without

    Sometimes I fear it may rip outta my chest

     

     

    This love of ours is like a new dimension

    And when stars collide I can see it in your eyes

    I kiss your lips and feel your breath down my neck

    Baby I could die, you taste just like Heaven

     

     

    Copr. Mason DuPont

  14. Now you all are obsolete

    The friends I loved out from the street

    I was wrong, to feel that way

    Cuz now my loved ones run away

    I'd run too if there were no chains

    Nailed through bone inside my palms

    The only word I'd chock upon was, "No!"

     

     

    So why have I continued to be delirious?

    You can't be ******* serious

    Can't I just drive? Get away from Death itself

    It's every man for himself

    And why do I continue to just disappoint?

    I lost my mind inside a joint

     

     

    My soul seems to be away from me

    Left in the clouds with all the friends I've buried

    There's nothing left but the rage in my eyes

    I abandoned you for dreams as black as night

     

     

    Delusional, narcissistic

    Have I become a statistic?

    In my mind, my sanity

    It's ripping from me, torn away

    Flashing back to darker times

     

     

    Locked in my room, a rusty key

    It's only purpose is to be

    I used it once, lost my mind

    Brought me close to suicide

    But now I'm right; I've gotten right!

     

     

    So why have I continued to be delirious?

    You can't be ******* serious

    Can't I just drive? Get away from Death itself

    It's every man for himself

    And why do I continue to disappoint?

    I lost my mind inside a joint

     

     

    My soul seems to be away from me

    Left in the clouds with all the friends I've buried

    There's nothing left but the rage in my eyes

    I abandoned you for dreams as black as night

     

     

    Now I'm here. now profound

    Worse than most, better than none

    But that's okay, cuz I'm alright

    Still kicking and screaming in the night

    Dreams of the past drive me back

    To days of black, my past addiction had bound

     

     

    Copr. Mason DuPont

  15. The Moonlight shines off the water

    Reflecting the beauty from the Heavens

    The starlight so bright, bringing me to my knees

    On this pier, I am alone,

    Why am I here?

     

     

    I was born to lead

    But I chose thrills to seek

    I lost my faith, lost my name

    Prayers consisted of needles and flame

    Life seems a desolate wasteland

    But I was born to lead

     

     

    With the clouds overhead, painted black by the sky

    I think of where I've been, became friends with Suicide

    A bottle of pills, and a bottle of jack

    Drowned by emptiness, I could feel nothing

    But now I feel my heart, they've brought me back

     

     

    No thought in mind, only broken hearted

    My eyes were sunken, life was consuming

    I rose from the dead, and corruption erupted

    Scars all over, blood on my sheets

    I stood at the edge, now sinking, now drifting away

     

     

    Its funny how you have to lose it all

    Just to realize what you had

    Now that my pockets are empty

    And You've seen my hand

    Won't you run with me to the end?

     

     

    I was born to lead

    But I chose thrills to seek

    I lost my faith, lost my name

    Prayers consisted of needles and flame

    But now I'm home, and I stand strong

    Cuz I was born to lead

     

     

    So just run with me

     

     

    Copr. Mason DuPont

  16. She poisons my sleep with dreams of her by my side

    Sweet whispers of toxicity laced with pesticide

    She toys with my fate with strings in my eyes

    I am her puppet she is my master

    reckless, effective, this is suicide

     

     

    Can't you see I'm hurting baby?

    One quick fix and I'll be ready

    I don't want this anymore

    succumbed to a worthless life

    Can't you see I'm hurting baby?

    Won't you save me? Won't you save me?

     

     

    I walk alone in this hollow body of mine

    I've burned these bridges yet still she stays by my side

    I don't want her, she is poison. Yet I abuse her every time.

    This life I live, one faint motion, one hellish mission

    My family left, they know my lie

     

     

    There's been days, I lived without

    My body ached, full of doubt

    Sunken eyes, can't stop moving

    Only one thing to think about

    They asked what's wrong

    Can't stop seeking, can't stop thinking, can't stop searching

     

     

    Can't you see I'm hurting baby?

    One quick fix and I'll be ready

    I don't want this anymore

    succumbed to a worthless life

    Can't you see I'm hurting baby?

    Won't you save me? Won't you save me?

     

     

    Now I'm locked inside of prison

    Due to crime and sales commission

    From time to time I can't stop missin'

    Your warm embrace into submission

    Now you're gone, and I have won

    This war of ours, one called Heroin

     

     

    Copr. Mason DuPont

  17. Life, it is so fragile, words are weapons

    I've lost composure, lost my feelings

    Paralyzed, my flow of blood

    Can you hear me? No you're gone

    Well, when you see me, I'll be gone

     

     

    I'm standing on the edge, a cold frigid wind

    throws my hair in my eyes as I look down, down

    Voices are calling, screams all around me

    What am I doing? Falling down, down

     

     

    This life of mine flashes before me,

    Left alone, love is gone

    Hands go numb, fragile spine

    Where have you gone?

    Where have you gone?

     

     

    Time moves forward, am I floating?

    No, I'm swimming. No, I'm drowning!

    Breathing agony, water consuming!

    Where have I gone?

    Where have I gone?

     

     

    What do I want? What do I crave?

    Substance abuse and happiness; it seems the same

    Have I moved on? Will I move on?

    No one knows, and I don't care

    I've lived my life, but I lived it wrong

    Is that okay, I don't care

    Fingers crossed, I squirm and shake

    This is the end, one last time

     

     

    Trapped under ice, I see you above

    Reach out your hand, I'm sorry for all I've done

    I was wrong, my corrupted love won't be forgotten

    Outta the darkness of your heart

    Won't you save me? Won't you save me?

     

     

    Shattered glass, floating around me

    She broke me out, she pulls me out

    Takes her finger to my lips

    Whispers to me "You're damned to Hell"

    The grasp of hope eases away!

     

     

    What do I want? What do I crave?

    Substance abuse and happiness; it seems the same

    Have I moved on? Will I move on?

    No one knows, and I don't care

    I've lived my life, but I lived it wrong

    Is that okay, I don't care

    Fingers crossed, I squirm and shake

    This is the end, one last time

     

     

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  18. I am what I am; this is what we are

    I hear the voices of the night

    Their whispers are eerie

    They tell me of my past; of what i used to be

    How I was so selfish that I

    Shared only hatred and misery

     

     

    Please come hold me

    I need you to finally be free

    I'm so lonely

    You are the one and only key to my heart

     

     

    Your Picture is what I hold

    It makes me feel like your here

    Your picture is what I loath

    It makes me miss you more

    Your picture is what I need

    So I can feel the memories

    Your picture feeds off of me

    Like a parasite inside of my brain

     

     

    The blind seek only light, yet I'm blinded by darkness

    The deaf seek only to hear, but this silence is deafening

    As I begin to test my arms, my heart rips out of my chest

    I see there is no more blood, I am an empty vessel

    I've shattered the lives of my own

    And sent myself into Hell

     

     

    Please come hold me

    I need you to finally be free

    I'm so lonely

    You are the one and only key to my heart

     

     

    Your Picture is what I hold

    It makes me feel like your here

    Your picture is what I loath

    It makes me miss you more

    Your picture is what I need

    So I can feel the memories

    Your picture feeds off of me

    Like a parasite inside of my brain

     

     

    Fire!

    Its the only way to live

    Burn everything that remains

    So!

    Let the ashes fall

    Memories consumed by flame

    Now that there's nothing left

    I can finally be free

    Hope smells of gasoline

    It was either you or me

     

     

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  19. One faint whisper would make me whole again

    The wind deceives me, my heart is stained

    I stand on the bow as the Captain of Bane

    My ship is beneath me, but above rests a friend

     

     

    An everyday struggle, this picture hold

    Painted with tears and the blood of your own

    I remember it all, so crystal clear

    This happens all the time,

    And my heart rips outta my chest

     

     

    I see your eyes stare from above

    Your lips, they say I need to let you go

    I look ahead and see the sunset

    A beautiful sight, if a man had a soul

     

     

    The sky is grey, the clouds are dark

    Surrounded by vicious waves,

    A lovely addition to the raven above

    "Why are you here? There's no more here for you!"

     

     

    Get out of my head!

    How can one move forward,

    If memories never fade,

    Then how can I fix my hollow body?

     

     

    I see your eyes stare from above

    Your lips, they say I need to let you go

    I look ahead and see the sunset

    A beautiful sight, if a man had a soul

     

     

    Just why did we have to seek for these thrills?

    The taste of copper still lies bitter with chills

    Will I forgive? Will I forget?

    It's hard to believe

    So now I sail into Stormy Weather

     

     

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  20. I saw an angel with pale blue eyes,

    Ones of beauty and innocence.

    She said, "Please don't ever leave me, dear,

    Cuz you're the one who makes me whole again.

    Without you I am broken,

    Just a lost soul in need of recognition."

    Those were her last words

    So many years ago.

     

     

    But guess who left me!

    Abandoned on the roadside

    Left alone like a boy without his mother.

    Yea, I gave her everything.

    Yet she took my heart and watched me die.

     

     

    I can't wait. No, I can't wait to justify my anguish.

    Instead of death with romance,

    This one will be with a gun.

    There's no peace. No, there's no peace with hate in mind.

    So I must take my revenge

    And trust me.

    Trust me I won't take my time.

     

     

    Don't ever take happiness for granted.

    I'm just a lost cause,

    Because of what you've done to me.

    Maybe you made a mistake,

    But there's no forgiveness when it comes to my pain.

    Still I long for you,

    But I will never again be sane

     

     

    Succubus!

    I'm locked in this cage

    Where is the key?

    Succubus you've imprisoned me!

     

     

    I'm so numb;

    Don't ever take happiness for granted.

    I'm just a lost cause,

    Because of what you've done to me.

    Maybe you made a mistake,

    But there's no forgiveness when it comes to my pain.

    Still I long for you,

    But I will never fall for your trap again.

    Stay away,

    Oh, stay away, because of you I am not the same.

     

     

    No, oh oh,

    Never again;

    Never again will I be the same.

    And I blame you.

     

     

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  21. I watch the clock and count the days

    It's times like these I don't feel human

    My Heart has stopped, skin turned cold

    Can someone stop this silence

    Because it's deafening

     

     

    I've turned Machine

    My thoughts don't belong to me

    I cannot breathe

    Life itself is consuming me

     

     

    Clouds above, a gray wash sky

    I was alone all that day

    The thought ran by,

    "Where is she now, Where is she now?"

     

     

    I wait for her call, her voice unheard

    But not once did I look away

    A tear drop fell through bloodshot eyes

    My mind was blank; been up for days

     

     

    I've turned Machine

    My thoughts don't belong to me

    I cannot breathe

    Life itself is consuming me

     

     

    Pick up the phone!

    Where is she now?

    Pick up the phone!

    Am I forever alone?

     

     

    Now I know where she lays

    Six feet under trapped in her grave

    Angels have cried and so have I

    Cuz im not with her when I should be

     

     

    I've turned Machine

     

     

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