TwilightVampire

name ~Bec Age~17 Stuff i do~Comp and music and poetry and late night movies Fav bands~Diary ofdreams,Slipknot,cradle of filth,papa roach,Bjork,+ more Fav poet~Edgar Allen Poe

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hi back i write poems i listen to music i go to church i am also a airhead

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Deadly Poison your the vampire standing behind me waiting for the moment to strike & send your poison into me from that one deadly strike from your teeth sinking into my neck as U drain me of my blood , I stand there unable to move unable to breath nor think in your presence I try to free myself but I fail I can't move I am frozen as U drink from my precious skin of the warm blood trickling down the back of my neck ,while U hold me and keep drinking not caring that U may end up kill me during your lustfull attack to drink the one thing U crave ,which is me and my blood your the poison within killing me by each second can't you see that your killing me by every move you make I am already dead now that you drank the last drop of my blood I lay lifeless in your hands your crying when you realized you killed me your the poison attacking me for the lust you linger for which is me and my blood the taste I bear you linger for ,which in the end killed me you never wanted that but it happened anyway I am dead ,dead on the inside you were a secret vampire taking my dead soul and bringing it alive but then let go and dropped the precious glass jar that held my soul and U dropped it and it broke killing my soul making me dead how I linger to be alive again to feel the warmth of joy and the warmth of love and the warmth of anything good but that won't happen... since the last drop of me was drank and my soul shattered by,Bec (about my ex how i felt when he broke up with me)

Roses are red just like you Roses are red just like the knife Roses are red Just like my shatterd heart Roses are red just like the blood in my veins Roses are black Just like your soul Roses are black Just like the knife Roses are black just like death Roses are black just like cancer Roses are black Just like pain Roses are Purple just like me Roses are Purple Just like anti-socials Roses re purple Just like cutters Roses re Purple Just like our veins Roses re Purple Just like Our blood Roses are Blue Just like the ice Roses are blue Just like rain Roses are blue Just like me By,Bec

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No i never heard of her or him

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i am just letting people know of a band that is never heard of they re not local either they re famous and have cds but they re gothic but a really good band i like them so u can check them out here Diary Of Dreams and there website Diary Of Dreams website

i was curious to why there isn't a Priavate Messaging system here...? sorry just any board i been on has one

i didn't think your ava was u i just didn't know if u were a girl or guy sorry

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Shattered Mirror the girl standing in front of the mirror wondering what she did wrong to deserve this wondering why its so hard to keep her heart unhurt she wonders what would be best to do Disappear or become shadow so no one can love her She wonders what she did wrong to lose everything She wonders what she could have done to keep it but now she finds nothing to live for,yet she keeps going she keeps walking and moving and putting on some fake happy acts but sometimes she is actually happy The girl standing in front of the mirror wonders why she must be a disgrace why the snow around her melts why the rain turns to ash against her skin why the moon turns black as she walks why the sun hides when she comes out why the fire turns to smoke when she comes The girl standing in front of the mirror wonders why she betrayed herself into thinking she could love anyone when she couldn't even love herself enough to take care of herself she wonders why pain comes to her when she touches rain it turns to ash when the moon shines it turns black when the sun is out it hides when she comes out The Girl standing in the mirror wish's to be someone better someone anyone would love and not ask of favors of her just love her as if she was there own she wish's to be thin yet she can't get the image in her mind to come to play The girl standing in the mirror sees herself as a freak a nobody a no good hellhound sent to destroy earth and humanity why does she wish to be an angel to seek happiness when she can't be who she wants to be The girl standing in the mirror shatters the mirror hating the image in the mirror of who she became she became shadow a creature afraid of people afraid of day afraid of moon afraid of ash and smoke this girl seeks one thing and that is happiness for eternity by,Bec

i'm new my name is Bec and i am 17