[Pull the Plug]

yea i meant we're, im a teen i ignore grammar ;-)

[Pull the Plug]

Pull the plug

and cut the cord

let me know

were something more

unlock the door

start a war

to see if were

worth fighting for

Pull the plug

forget my name

make believe

i never came

Pull the plug

and fight the fear

say the word

i wont come near

think your thoughts

til they come clear

let them creep

in through my ear

Pull the plug

and hit the lights

let this room

fall to the night

close your eyes

drift in sleep

than come to me

in real life

or in a dream

Pull the plug

forget my name

make believe

i never came

[I'm just going crazy baby]

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Good morning amazing mirage

You left me so very long ago

Your voice is still heard from my garage

Guess my heart was made to work slow

Each time i run in hope you returned

I know im the reason that your gone

I guess im getting what i have earned

We managed to stay best friends

And we still talk on the telephone

But every time that i find myself alone

Im wishing you called my house your home

You say im getting lazy maybe

But in time slowly youll see

I'm just going crazy baby

Now that your not with me

It's noon-thirty and i got lunch

For you and the kids we had planned

Enough for all four of us

But i eat alone in lonesome land

I find my eyes wet and in my hands

It kills to know you didnt have the time

To have me the one on your mind

We managed to stay best friends

And we still talk on the telephone

But every time that i find myself alone

Im wishing you called my house your home

You say im getting lazy maybe

But in time slowly youll see

I'm just going crazy baby

Now that your not with me

Its nighttime now and i go to my room

I dont sleep and theres nothing to do

But stay up at night and think of you

I stare at the wall and your pillow

I stare into moonlit trees and bushes

And cry when i see our old willow

Where we used to lay and watch the stars

Now its where i wonder where you are

Four in the mornin and still i sit

By the window sill and my nails all bit

Ive found that sleep deprivation

Can cause mild hallucination

I see our future outside my door

And collapse in tears on my floor

Your gone and ive got to come to terms

And theres no reason to live anymore

We managed to stay best friends

And we still talk on the telephone

But every time that i find myself alone

Im wishing you called my house your home

You say im getting lazy maybe

But in time slowly youll see

I'm just going crazy baby

Now that your not with me

[Torn Apart (A Tale of Two Loves)]

Being torn between two people

Long ago i thought it would be supreme

Two amazing girls what more could i need

I started to fear being torn at the seams

But as it seems im being torn at the heart

Im being torn apart(in a tale of two loves)

And late at night the wondering will start

When i fall asleep who will i dream of

She had caught my eye right from the beginning

My heart stopped beating and my head went spinning

So i gathered my courage and gathered my strength

I told you to get you id go to great lengths

You answerered with a smirk and smile in your eye

I said if youd let me id be happy being your guy

After brushing my hair and beard on my face

Your lips looked so amazing i had to have a taste

Long ago i thought it would be supreme

Two amazing girls what more could i need

I started to fear being torn at the seams

But as it seems im being torn at the heart

Im being torn apart(in a tale of two loves)

And late at night the wondering will start

When i fall asleep who will i dream of

Things were going good hell they were going great

She starts to fade away and drifts towards her ex

I tried to stop it but found that i was to late

I had to get used to his arm being on your neck

Sure we stayed friends i called you each night

But inside i was broken worse than a ship wreck

And i called you each morning to tell you good day

She moved on yet my feelings just lingered away

The impact she had on my life i found to be unfair

But she broke my heart with such art i didnt care

Still i told her i loved her and i would be there

Best friends we became to be i took what i could get

After hurting me so bad i wasnt over her as of yet

Her new boyfriend rubbed it in that she was his

I took the hint and went away finding what love is

Long ago i thought it would be supreme

Two amazing girls what more could i need

I started to fear being torn at the seams

But as it seems im being torn at the heart

Im being torn apart(in a tale of two loves)

And late at night the wondering will start

When i fall asleep who will i dream of

I met another girl things started to move fast

We held good conversation til she asked of my past

Holding in tears and forcing a smile id just laugh

"If you knew Where ive been youd never come back"

She took that as an answer and watched the dawn

I asked her about what she thought of me and her

"If you knew what i thought youd be long gone"

A smiles how i replied and felt her fill the hole

Something was still missing she couldnt fill the role

We grew close and were perfect for awhile

But somehow id end up ruining her perfect smile

My feelings still lingered for my first real girl

We started talking again and it made my world

As hard as it was and as bad as it made me feel

I went back to her and left my girl with a broken wheel

Long ago i thought it would be supreme

Two amazing girls what more could i need

I started to fear being torn at the seams

But as it seems im being torn at the heart

Im being torn apart(in a tale of two loves)

And late at night the wondering will start

When i fall asleep who will i dream of

[Dumbest thing thats ever happened to me]

So i decided to see united 93 today.....and may i say it was an amazing movie, but i couldnt help but notice two arab guys a little down my row smiling during the whole movie, of course i was offended to wear i couldnt stand it anymore and after the movie in the lobby i asked if they thought it was a good comedy one replies with "Haha yes i was very entertained and i cant wait for the sequel" i had heard enough and at that time decided it was right to punch him in the mouth than kick him in the face on the ground, and they decide to kick me out instead of him because i was the "threat to those around me"......pretty sweet right?

[Drastic Mood Changes]

ummm.....enjoy, oh, and a bit of feedback wouldnt be bad :-)

i find it funny how old familiar faces

are able to cause such drastic mood changes

and finding yourself in old familiar places

is able to sway emotions in most cases

weve all seen the tole it takes on the heart

you already know how bad its going to end

but its worth it just to see the start

i sit in a sleepless haze and wonder

if i scared you with my lighting or my thunder

i didnt mean to fright you with my intentions

i slipped out the words in a pathetic confession

the reassuring grin in your eyes was no longer present

your skin felt a bit colder and your heart beat a bit slower

your hands seemed a bit farther and your lips a bit more sour

just because of the words that came with my flower

i find it funny how old familiar faces

are able to cause such drastic mood changes

and finding yourself in old familiar places

is able to sway emotions in most cases

weve all seen the tole it takes on the heart

you already know how bad its going to end

but its worth it just to see the start

i said the three wrong words and wanted the same from you

so i asked the dumbest thing, "do you love me?"

you gave me such a long answer for such a short question

i would have preffered a simple no than the brief silent tension

i found myself holding your hand without being on the same planet

things were going so well i guess i took it as granted

i saw the color leave your face and felt the tears in my eyes

i was foolish ever to think that you could ever be mine

i find it funny how old familiar faces

are able to cause such drastic mood changes

and finding yourself in old familiar places

is able to sway emotions in most cases

weve all seen the tole it takes on the heart

you already know how bad its going to end

but its worth it just to see the start

three weeks with only seventeen hours of sleep

hallucinations that there was still a you and me

i layed on my side each night facing the door

wishing to catch some sleep and hoping for some dreams

because now it seems to be the only way ill see you anymore

lost twenty pounds and two months off of my life

chronic insomnia and a broken heart changed how i looked at a knife

i find it funny how old familiar faces

are able to cause such drastic mood changes

and finding yourself in old familiar places

is able to sway emotions in most cases

weve all seen the tole it takes on the heart

you already know how bad its going to end

but its worth it just to see the start

in a drunken driven fit of pain and remembrance

i stumble my way to the diners front entrance

i sit in the same table in which i first saw you

and who should i see as i glance around the room

the rosy red in your cheeks has returned to full bloom

a few too many brews has distorted my balance and view

but still i was able to make out that you were not alone

and it killed to hear you use that old familiar tone

i get up to leave and for a second i catch her eye

i felt oddly warm and happy but at the same time i thought i was going to wilt and die

i find it funny how old familiar faces

are able to cause such drastic mood changes

and finding yourself in old familiar places

is able to sway emotions in most cases

weve all seen the tole it takes on the heart

you already know how bad its going to end

but its worth it just to see the start

[Letter to god]

I havent talked to you

since my mother died

That was months ago

and everynight ive cried

But i havent died yet

even though ive tried

i know this might seem odd

but im writing me a letter

and im sending it to god

im addressing it to hell

because its what i went through

I just have to tell

what i think of you

So when you read my letter

tell her i say hi

and ill see her again

when life passes me bye

i know this might seem odd

but im writing me a letter

and im sending it to god

i know shes happy where she is

but i think every mom

wants to be with her kids

so i end by saying this

love your mom and dad

and love the one your with

i know this might seem odd

but im wrote me a letter

and i sent it to god

[Domestic violence]

Thank you guys for all the compliments, i appreciate them

[Domestic violence]

He breaks throught the door

And he looks for his wife

He beat on the kid

'til he took his own life

The woman looks in the mirror

In her eyes shes sees her fear

Just another case of Domestic violence

Its time someone broke the silence

All her friends try to help

She only ignores them

Says shes doing quite well

But beneath the smile

Shes sick of this hell

Sick of the beatings

And hearing his yell

Just another case of Domestic violence

Its time someone broke the silence

The next day she opens the droor

And finds what shes looking for

And to his surprise

When he opens up the door

Last thing that he hears

Is the colt .44

Now she cleans up the body

On her kitchen floor

Just another case of Domestic violence

Its time someone broke the silence

[Hands on the Bible]

After i wrote this i found that there had been a song already done by this name by a band named Local H, i dindt want anyone thinking i stole the idea because i found they they are about totally different things.

[Hands on the Bible]

This is about a death or loss of a loved one (This wasnt really made to entertain the masses more just to help me, sorry if you dont like it)

She was the first to hear me talk

She was the first to see me walk

Y did god have to take her away?

There was so much left to say

Now i sit and cry like a child

With my Hands on the Bible

(Hands on the Bible)

She was my crying shoulder

I can no longer hold her

I didnt think god could do more

I didnt see what he had in store

And now I scream at my rival

With my Hands on the Bible

(Hands on the Bible)

Maybe taking her was right

But i still cry at night

Try to move on with all my mite

Since than its been nothing but stress

And thats not half of my unhappiness

Now i question my survival

With my Hands on the Bible

(Hands on the Bible)

Id die just to have her back

I just dont know how to act

So i write to help me cope

And fill my brains with false hopes

I read the book of my revival

With my Hands on the Bible

(Hands on the Bible)

(Hands on the Bible)

[I saw you again]

This was more about thinking that your over someone, than realizing that you still miss them

[I saw you again]

Yea this is just a little thing i thought of when i came back from vacation, if you like or not i dont care, but i would like some feedback

Thought it was over my pain at an end

End of my lonelines amen

Bottled up anger escaped through a pen

Settled down and considered you my friend

Didnt see you for awhile and then

My heart cried when i saw you again

You left me during the holidays remember?

You were everything you defined my existence

You made me cry at the end of December

We were perfect i dont care about difference

I am scared and lost in your absence

Its little things i miss i miss your fragrance

Now i am left alone to deal with my grievance

Thought it was over my pain at an end

End of my lonelines amen

Bottled up anger escaped through a pen

Settled down and considered you my friend

Didnt see you for awhile and then

My heart cried when i saw you again

Do me a favor dont stand so cloe to me

Yours is the last face i need to see

I want you back but i dont know who to be

Let go of my heart it longs to be free

Please come back ill give you what you need

Dont say no dont make my heart bleed

Thought it was over my pain at an end

End of my lonelines amen

Bottled up anger escaped through a pen

Settled down and considered you my friend

Didnt see you for awhile and then

My heart cried when i saw you again

I swear to be there if your in pain

Call and ill be runnin faster than a train

If i ever hear you callin out my name

Ill come to you faster than a plain

Though i hate it ill play the love game

After being with you ill never be the same

Im living in pain wont you end this reign

Look at my pillow count all the tear stains

Even through all this my love still remains

Thought it was over my pain at an end

End of my lonelines amen

Bottled up anger escaped through a pen

Settled down and considered you my friend

Didnt see you for awhile and then

My heart cried when i saw you again

[Untitled as yet(Possible title "Painful")]

wow, that is a great great song, i can relate to it i love it

[Black hole that is my soul]

It seems so long ago

Now this love has taken its toll

My heart you have broken and stole

I see my future begin to unroll

I think by myslef as i take a stroll

Now im caught in this hellhole

Im in this black hole that is my soul

I dont care about the years gone to waste

I care about all the tears i had to taste

I care about the fears that i have faced

Im left feeling alone and out of space

Now all these memories i have to erase

Love cant be replaced, only held and embrased

It seems so long ago

Now this love has taken its toll

My heart you have broken and stole

I see my future begin to unroll

I think by myslef as i take a stroll

Now im caught in this hellhole

Im in this black hole that is my soul

I howl at the moon for my hearts pain

Let the wolf know hes not alone in this game

Outsides nice and sunny but i cant avoid the rain

Cant deal with all of the thoughts in my brain

The only end i see is the end of my life

I know you dont love so will you hand me the knife?

It seems so long ago

Now this love has taken its toll

My heart you have broken and stole

I see my future begin to unroll

I think by myslef as i take a stroll

Now im caught in this hellhole

Im in this black hole that is my soul

[As i watch the lord cry]

As he watches us from the sky

He sees us all cheat and lie

He sees women and children die

I sit by myself and wonder why

I think sadly as i watch the lord cry

We have become everything he feared

Putting people behind our career

He thinks about the humans he held dear

We wont get better he sees it clear

And now i wipe the lords tears

As he watches us from the sky

He sees us all cheat and lie

He sees women and children die

I sit by myself and wonder why

I think sadly as i watch the lord cry

All he wants is us to be in peace

He wants no war in the middle east

We kill wild animals and we're the real beasts

I encourage love and i want war to cease

A lot of emotions we must release

As he watches us from the sky

He sees us all cheat and lie

He sees women and children die

I sit by myself and wonder why

I think to myself as i watch the lord cry

There is nothing left for him to do

He sees the mess that we're going through

But he cant change it its up to you

We say we love him and he loves us too

Lets thank him and show him gratitude

Time to clean our acts and change our attitudes

As he watches us from the sky

He sees us all cheat and lie

He sees women and children die

I sit by myself and wonder why

I think sadly as i watch the lord cry

[My sun will rise]

Tired of all of the the dark skies

Tired of not seeing love in your eyes

Tired of using a smile as a disguise

Tired of watching my heart as it dies

I feel soon that my sun will rise

I sleep in my bed and its of you i dream

Your not there in the morning and i quietly scream

I never did anything wrong what you did was mean

Im getting over you my concience is clean

I picture my sun risin as i lay in the stream

Tired of all of the the dark skies

Tired of not seeing love in your eyes

Tired of using a smile as a disguise

Tired of watching my heart as it dies

I feel soon that my sun will rise

I was so lost without you i was stuck

I was so into you i became blind

I was so into you i was love struck

Now i find that im in a different state of mind

Im still running on and empty tank of luck

Tired of all of the the dark skies

Tired of not seeing love in your eyes

Tired of using a smile as a disguise

Tired of watching my heart as it dies

I feel soon that my sun will rise

I though when you left it was my last day

Now i just want you to hear what i say

Im begginning to see life a new way

I see how good life is i think ill stay

Gods not to bad i think ill start to pray

Tired of all of the the dark skies

Tired of not seeing love in your eyes

Tired of using a smile as a disguise

Tired of watching my heart as it dies

I feel soon that my sun will rise

[To sad for tears]

Whats that inside of my ear

The saddest thing ill ever hear

You left me after all those years

Now im to scared for fears

And now im to sad for tears

Ive had some time and my mind cleared

I have to kill the man in the mirror

He never said things at the right time

And he is the reason that you arent mine

I have to get you off of my mind

I have to try to leave you behind

Whats that inside of my ear

The saddest thing ill ever hear

You left me after all those years

Now im to scared for fears

And now im to sad for tears

I scream and I cry all of the time

You used to tell me itll be allright

And now without you i cant see the light

How could you leave me after just one fight

I see you in my dreams ill see you tonight

Whats that inside of my ear

The saddest thing ill ever hear

You left me after all those years

Now im to scared for fears

And now im to sad for tears

I didnt sleep for 48 hours

Id hallucinate and see visions of power

I did this to myself i shouldnt feel sour

Alone in my corner i whimper and cower

I apologized and i got you a flower

It made me cry to see they way that you scour

Whats that inside of my ear

The saddest thing ill ever hear

You left me after all those years

Now im to scared for fears

And now im to sad for tears

[as my pen drips]

I see your memory start to slip

You never loved me not one bit

I can only be lonely and sit

And cry slowly as my pen drips

I watch my pen drip onto these thin strips

Of emotion

I gave you all my care and devotion

I replay it all in slow motion

Im sorry i drank the love potion

I see your memory start to slip

You never loved me not one bit

I can only be lonely and sit

And cry slowly as my pen drips

Years back i offered god my friendship

He replied angrily with a vengeance

Now i sit and practice my penship

Im done playing with god

He has sunken my battleship

I see your memory start to slip

You never loved me not one bit

I can only be lonely and sit

And cry slowly as my pen drips

Im tired of the scars on my wrist

Tired of frustration and closed fists

Tired of putting stuff where if fits

Words hurt the worst when they hit

Tired of god and his bully anticts

I see your memory start to slip

You never loved me not one bit

I can only be lonely and sit

And cry slowly as my pen drips

[Since you've gone away]

Now all my skies are gray

Theres nothing left to say

My lifes began to slip and fade

And i just cant feel the same

Since you've gone away

I began to lose my faith

I began to see the end

Thought god loved everyone

But he doesnt want to be my friend

Cant be happy but I do what I can

Not until i have you again

Now all my skies are gray

Theres nothing left to say

My lifes began to slip and fade

And i just cant feel the same

Since you've gone away

Please wont you be mine

Ill give you all the love i find

The pain has stayed with me

Though ive given it time

Your all i had now cant you see

Now all my skies are gray

Theres nothing left to say

My lifes began to slip and fade

And i just cant feel the same

Since you've gone away

Tell me what i did wrong

Havent been happy in oh so long

Now i sit and write a lonely song

Please wont you take me back

I swear ill clean my act

Take me while my hearts incact

Now all my skies are gray

Theres nothing left to say

My lifes began to slip and fade

And i just cant feel the same

Since you've gone away

[Hate my eyes]

This is just something i though of

I wear sunglasses in the dark

just to hide my eyes

theyve grown sad from girls and all their lies

theyre all nice and say im a great guy

but none give me a chance and i wonder y?

its not my fault im ugly its the man in the skies

i think he does it for fun and hes earned my despise

so i walk with a smile to use as a disguise

is it really that bad for a boy to cry?

when hes all alone sometimes wishing to die

I Hate My Eyes

[this kinda just came to my head one day]

if you dont have anything nice to say than dont say anything at all lol

Behind my magic door is all that i am looking for, i will open it later i must explore, just a little bit more

Behind my magic mirror is everything ive ever feared, i broke it down and the dust cleard, its an image of me but my brains are smeared

Behind my magic window, is everything that i know, a look out there is sorrow, straight ahead is a smile that i must borrow, and now i dont want to see tomorrow

I stroll back to the magic door, what is it im looking for, it opens and theyres a gun on the floor, oh i was hoping for so much more, than to go out looking like an attention whore

yea thats it