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  1. Ender

    Pull the Plug

    yea i meant we're, im a teen i ignore grammar ;-)
  2. Ender

    Pull the Plug

    Pull the plug and cut the cord let me know were something more unlock the door start a war to see if were worth fighting for Pull the plug forget my name make believe i never came Pull the plug and fight the fear say the word i wont come near think your thoughts til they come clear let them creep in through my ear Pull the plug and hit the lights let this room fall to the night close your eyes drift in sleep than come to me in real life or in a dream Pull the plug forget my name make believe i never came
  3. Comments Appreciated Good morning amazing mirage You left me so very long ago Your voice is still heard from my garage Guess my heart was made to work slow Each time i run in hope you returned I know im the reason that your gone I guess im getting what i have earned We managed to stay best friends And we still talk on the telephone But every time that i find myself alone Im wishing you called my house your home You say im getting lazy maybe But in time slowly youll see I'm just going crazy baby Now that your not with me It's noon-thirty and i got lunch For you and the kids we had planned Enough for all four of us But i eat alone in lonesome land I find my eyes wet and in my hands It kills to know you didnt have the time To have me the one on your mind We managed to stay best friends And we still talk on the telephone But every time that i find myself alone Im wishing you called my house your home You say im getting lazy maybe But in time slowly youll see I'm just going crazy baby Now that your not with me Its nighttime now and i go to my room I dont sleep and theres nothing to do But stay up at night and think of you I stare at the wall and your pillow I stare into moonlit trees and bushes And cry when i see our old willow Where we used to lay and watch the stars Now its where i wonder where you are Four in the mornin and still i sit By the window sill and my nails all bit Ive found that sleep deprivation Can cause mild hallucination I see our future outside my door And collapse in tears on my floor Your gone and ive got to come to terms And theres no reason to live anymore We managed to stay best friends And we still talk on the telephone But every time that i find myself alone Im wishing you called my house your home You say im getting lazy maybe But in time slowly youll see I'm just going crazy baby Now that your not with me
  4. Being torn between two people Long ago i thought it would be supreme Two amazing girls what more could i need I started to fear being torn at the seams But as it seems im being torn at the heart Im being torn apart(in a tale of two loves) And late at night the wondering will start When i fall asleep who will i dream of She had caught my eye right from the beginning My heart stopped beating and my head went spinning So i gathered my courage and gathered my strength I told you to get you id go to great lengths You answerered with a smirk and smile in your eye I said if youd let me id be happy being your guy After brushing my hair and beard on my face Your lips looked so amazing i had to have a taste Long ago i thought it would be supreme Two amazing girls what more could i need I started to fear being torn at the seams But as it seems im being torn at the heart Im being torn apart(in a tale of two loves) And late at night the wondering will start When i fall asleep who will i dream of Things were going good hell they were going great She starts to fade away and drifts towards her ex I tried to stop it but found that i was to late I had to get used to his arm being on your neck Sure we stayed friends i called you each night But inside i was broken worse than a ship wreck And i called you each morning to tell you good day She moved on yet my feelings just lingered away The impact she had on my life i found to be unfair But she broke my heart with such art i didnt care Still i told her i loved her and i would be there Best friends we became to be i took what i could get After hurting me so bad i wasnt over her as of yet Her new boyfriend rubbed it in that she was his I took the hint and went away finding what love is Long ago i thought it would be supreme Two amazing girls what more could i need I started to fear being torn at the seams But as it seems im being torn at the heart Im being torn apart(in a tale of two loves) And late at night the wondering will start When i fall asleep who will i dream of I met another girl things started to move fast We held good conversation til she asked of my past Holding in tears and forcing a smile id just laugh "If you knew Where ive been youd never come back" She took that as an answer and watched the dawn I asked her about what she thought of me and her "If you knew what i thought youd be long gone" A smiles how i replied and felt her fill the hole Something was still missing she couldnt fill the role We grew close and were perfect for awhile But somehow id end up ruining her perfect smile My feelings still lingered for my first real girl We started talking again and it made my world As hard as it was and as bad as it made me feel I went back to her and left my girl with a broken wheel Long ago i thought it would be supreme Two amazing girls what more could i need I started to fear being torn at the seams But as it seems im being torn at the heart Im being torn apart(in a tale of two loves) And late at night the wondering will start When i fall asleep who will i dream of
  5. So i decided to see united 93 today.....and may i say it was an amazing movie, but i couldnt help but notice two arab guys a little down my row smiling during the whole movie, of course i was offended to wear i couldnt stand it anymore and after the movie in the lobby i asked if they thought it was a good comedy one replies with "Haha yes i was very entertained and i cant wait for the sequel" i had heard enough and at that time decided it was right to punch him in the mouth than kick him in the face on the ground, and they decide to kick me out instead of him because i was the "threat to those around me"......pretty sweet right?
  6. Ender

    Drastic Mood Changes

    ummm.....enjoy, oh, and a bit of feedback wouldnt be bad :-) i find it funny how old familiar faces are able to cause such drastic mood changes and finding yourself in old familiar places is able to sway emotions in most cases weve all seen the tole it takes on the heart you already know how bad its going to end but its worth it just to see the start i sit in a sleepless haze and wonder if i scared you with my lighting or my thunder i didnt mean to fright you with my intentions i slipped out the words in a pathetic confession the reassuring grin in your eyes was no longer present your skin felt a bit colder and your heart beat a bit slower your hands seemed a bit farther and your lips a bit more sour just because of the words that came with my flower i find it funny how old familiar faces are able to cause such drastic mood changes and finding yourself in old familiar places is able to sway emotions in most cases weve all seen the tole it takes on the heart you already know how bad its going to end but its worth it just to see the start i said the three wrong words and wanted the same from you so i asked the dumbest thing, "do you love me?" you gave me such a long answer for such a short question i would have preffered a simple no than the brief silent tension i found myself holding your hand without being on the same planet things were going so well i guess i took it as granted i saw the color leave your face and felt the tears in my eyes i was foolish ever to think that you could ever be mine i find it funny how old familiar faces are able to cause such drastic mood changes and finding yourself in old familiar places is able to sway emotions in most cases weve all seen the tole it takes on the heart you already know how bad its going to end but its worth it just to see the start three weeks with only seventeen hours of sleep hallucinations that there was still a you and me i layed on my side each night facing the door wishing to catch some sleep and hoping for some dreams because now it seems to be the only way ill see you anymore lost twenty pounds and two months off of my life chronic insomnia and a broken heart changed how i looked at a knife i find it funny how old familiar faces are able to cause such drastic mood changes and finding yourself in old familiar places is able to sway emotions in most cases weve all seen the tole it takes on the heart you already know how bad its going to end but its worth it just to see the start in a drunken driven fit of pain and remembrance i stumble my way to the diners front entrance i sit in the same table in which i first saw you and who should i see as i glance around the room the rosy red in your cheeks has returned to full bloom a few too many brews has distorted my balance and view but still i was able to make out that you were not alone and it killed to hear you use that old familiar tone i get up to leave and for a second i catch her eye i felt oddly warm and happy but at the same time i thought i was going to wilt and die i find it funny how old familiar faces are able to cause such drastic mood changes and finding yourself in old familiar places is able to sway emotions in most cases weve all seen the tole it takes on the heart you already know how bad its going to end but its worth it just to see the start
  7. Ender

    Letter to god

    I havent talked to you since my mother died That was months ago and everynight ive cried But i havent died yet even though ive tried i know this might seem odd but im writing me a letter and im sending it to god im addressing it to hell because its what i went through I just have to tell what i think of you So when you read my letter tell her i say hi and ill see her again when life passes me bye i know this might seem odd but im writing me a letter and im sending it to god i know shes happy where she is but i think every mom wants to be with her kids so i end by saying this love your mom and dad and love the one your with i know this might seem odd but im wrote me a letter and i sent it to god
  8. Ender

    Domestic violence

    Thank you guys for all the compliments, i appreciate them
  9. Ender

    Domestic violence

    He breaks throught the door And he looks for his wife He beat on the kid 'til he took his own life The woman looks in the mirror In her eyes shes sees her fear Just another case of Domestic violence Its time someone broke the silence All her friends try to help She only ignores them Says shes doing quite well But beneath the smile Shes sick of this hell Sick of the beatings And hearing his yell Just another case of Domestic violence Its time someone broke the silence The next day she opens the droor And finds what shes looking for And to his surprise When he opens up the door Last thing that he hears Is the colt .44 Now she cleans up the body On her kitchen floor Just another case of Domestic violence Its time someone broke the silence
  10. Ender

    Hands on the Bible

    After i wrote this i found that there had been a song already done by this name by a band named Local H, i dindt want anyone thinking i stole the idea because i found they they are about totally different things.
  11. Ender

    Hands on the Bible

    This is about a death or loss of a loved one (This wasnt really made to entertain the masses more just to help me, sorry if you dont like it) She was the first to hear me talk She was the first to see me walk Y did god have to take her away? There was so much left to say Now i sit and cry like a child With my Hands on the Bible (Hands on the Bible) She was my crying shoulder I can no longer hold her I didnt think god could do more I didnt see what he had in store And now I scream at my rival With my Hands on the Bible (Hands on the Bible) Maybe taking her was right But i still cry at night Try to move on with all my mite Since than its been nothing but stress And thats not half of my unhappiness Now i question my survival With my Hands on the Bible (Hands on the Bible) Id die just to have her back I just dont know how to act So i write to help me cope And fill my brains with false hopes I read the book of my revival With my Hands on the Bible (Hands on the Bible) (Hands on the Bible)
  12. Ender

    I saw you again

    This was more about thinking that your over someone, than realizing that you still miss them
  13. Ender

    I saw you again

    Yea this is just a little thing i thought of when i came back from vacation, if you like or not i dont care, but i would like some feedback Thought it was over my pain at an end End of my lonelines amen Bottled up anger escaped through a pen Settled down and considered you my friend Didnt see you for awhile and then My heart cried when i saw you again You left me during the holidays remember? You were everything you defined my existence You made me cry at the end of December We were perfect i dont care about difference I am scared and lost in your absence Its little things i miss i miss your fragrance Now i am left alone to deal with my grievance Thought it was over my pain at an end End of my lonelines amen Bottled up anger escaped through a pen Settled down and considered you my friend Didnt see you for awhile and then My heart cried when i saw you again Do me a favor dont stand so cloe to me Yours is the last face i need to see I want you back but i dont know who to be Let go of my heart it longs to be free Please come back ill give you what you need Dont say no dont make my heart bleed Thought it was over my pain at an end End of my lonelines amen Bottled up anger escaped through a pen Settled down and considered you my friend Didnt see you for awhile and then My heart cried when i saw you again I swear to be there if your in pain Call and ill be runnin faster than a train If i ever hear you callin out my name Ill come to you faster than a plain Though i hate it ill play the love game After being with you ill never be the same Im living in pain wont you end this reign Look at my pillow count all the tear stains Even through all this my love still remains Thought it was over my pain at an end End of my lonelines amen Bottled up anger escaped through a pen Settled down and considered you my friend Didnt see you for awhile and then My heart cried when i saw you again
  14. wow, that is a great great song, i can relate to it i love it
  15. It seems so long ago Now this love has taken its toll My heart you have broken and stole I see my future begin to unroll I think by myslef as i take a stroll Now im caught in this hellhole Im in this black hole that is my soul I dont care about the years gone to waste I care about all the tears i had to taste I care about the fears that i have faced Im left feeling alone and out of space Now all these memories i have to erase Love cant be replaced, only held and embrased It seems so long ago Now this love has taken its toll My heart you have broken and stole I see my future begin to unroll I think by myslef as i take a stroll Now im caught in this hellhole Im in this black hole that is my soul I howl at the moon for my hearts pain Let the wolf know hes not alone in this game Outsides nice and sunny but i cant avoid the rain Cant deal with all of the thoughts in my brain The only end i see is the end of my life I know you dont love so will you hand me the knife? It seems so long ago Now this love has taken its toll My heart you have broken and stole I see my future begin to unroll I think by myslef as i take a stroll Now im caught in this hellhole Im in this black hole that is my soul
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