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Ender

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  1. yea i meant we're, im a teen i ignore grammar ;-)
  2. Pull the plug and cut the cord let me know were something more unlock the door start a war to see if were worth fighting for Pull the plug forget my name make believe i never came Pull the plug and fight the fear say the word i wont come near think your thoughts til they come clear let them creep in through my ear Pull the plug and hit the lights let this room fall to the night close your eyes drift in sleep than come to me in real life or in a dream Pull the plug forget my name make believe i never came
  3. Comments Appreciated Good morning amazing mirage You left me so very long ago Your voice is still heard from my garage Guess my heart was made to work slow Each time i run in hope you returned I know im the reason that your gone I guess im getting what i have earned We managed to stay best friends And we still talk on the telephone But every time that i find myself alone Im wishing you called my house your home You say im getting lazy maybe But in time slowly youll see I'm just going crazy baby Now that your not with me It's noon-thirty and i got lunch For you and the kids we had planned Enough for all four of us But i eat alone in lonesome land I find my eyes wet and in my hands It kills to know you didnt have the time To have me the one on your mind We managed to stay best friends And we still talk on the telephone But every time that i find myself alone Im wishing you called my house your home You say im getting lazy maybe But in time slowly youll see I'm just going crazy baby Now that your not with me Its nighttime now and i go to my room I dont sleep and theres nothing to do But stay up at night and think of you I stare at the wall and your pillow I stare into moonlit trees and bushes And cry when i see our old willow Where we used to lay and watch the stars Now its where i wonder where you are Four in the mornin and still i sit By the window sill and my nails all bit Ive found that sleep deprivation Can cause mild hallucination I see our future outside my door And collapse in tears on my floor Your gone and ive got to come to terms And theres no reason to live anymore We managed to stay best friends And we still talk on the telephone But every time that i find myself alone Im wishing you called my house your home You say im getting lazy maybe But in time slowly youll see I'm just going crazy baby Now that your not with me
  4. Being torn between two people Long ago i thought it would be supreme Two amazing girls what more could i need I started to fear being torn at the seams But as it seems im being torn at the heart Im being torn apart(in a tale of two loves) And late at night the wondering will start When i fall asleep who will i dream of She had caught my eye right from the beginning My heart stopped beating and my head went spinning So i gathered my courage and gathered my strength I told you to get you id go to great lengths You answerered with a smirk and smile in your eye I said if youd let me id be happy being your guy After brushing my hair and beard on my face Your lips looked so amazing i had to have a taste Long ago i thought it would be supreme Two amazing girls what more could i need I started to fear being torn at the seams But as it seems im being torn at the heart Im being torn apart(in a tale of two loves) And late at night the wondering will start When i fall asleep who will i dream of Things were going good hell they were going great She starts to fade away and drifts towards her ex I tried to stop it but found that i was to late I had to get used to his arm being on your neck Sure we stayed friends i called you each night But inside i was broken worse than a ship wreck And i called you each morning to tell you good day She moved on yet my feelings just lingered away The impact she had on my life i found to be unfair But she broke my heart with such art i didnt care Still i told her i loved her and i would be there Best friends we became to be i took what i could get After hurting me so bad i wasnt over her as of yet Her new boyfriend rubbed it in that she was his I took the hint and went away finding what love is Long ago i thought it would be supreme Two amazing girls what more could i need I started to fear being torn at the seams But as it seems im being torn at the heart Im being torn apart(in a tale of two loves) And late at night the wondering will start When i fall asleep who will i dream of I met another girl things started to move fast We held good conversation til she asked of my past Holding in tears and forcing a smile id just laugh "If you knew Where ive been youd never come back" She took that as an answer and watched the dawn I asked her about what she thought of me and her "If you knew what i thought youd be long gone" A smiles how i replied and felt her fill the hole Something was still missing she couldnt fill the role We grew close and were perfect for awhile But somehow id end up ruining her perfect smile My feelings still lingered for my first real girl We started talking again and it made my world As hard as it was and as bad as it made me feel I went back to her and left my girl with a broken wheel Long ago i thought it would be supreme Two amazing girls what more could i need I started to fear being torn at the seams But as it seems im being torn at the heart Im being torn apart(in a tale of two loves) And late at night the wondering will start When i fall asleep who will i dream of
  5. So i decided to see united 93 today.....and may i say it was an amazing movie, but i couldnt help but notice two arab guys a little down my row smiling during the whole movie, of course i was offended to wear i couldnt stand it anymore and after the movie in the lobby i asked if they thought it was a good comedy one replies with "Haha yes i was very entertained and i cant wait for the sequel" i had heard enough and at that time decided it was right to punch him in the mouth than kick him in the face on the ground, and they decide to kick me out instead of him because i was the "threat to those around me"......pretty sweet right?
  6. ummm.....enjoy, oh, and a bit of feedback wouldnt be bad :-) i find it funny how old familiar faces are able to cause such drastic mood changes and finding yourself in old familiar places is able to sway emotions in most cases weve all seen the tole it takes on the heart you already know how bad its going to end but its worth it just to see the start i sit in a sleepless haze and wonder if i scared you with my lighting or my thunder i didnt mean to fright you with my intentions i slipped out the words in a pathetic confession the reassuring grin in your eyes was no longer present your skin felt a bit colder and your heart beat a bit slower your hands seemed a bit farther and your lips a bit more sour just because of the words that came with my flower i find it funny how old familiar faces are able to cause such drastic mood changes and finding yourself in old familiar places is able to sway emotions in most cases weve all seen the tole it takes on the heart you already know how bad its going to end but its worth it just to see the start i said the three wrong words and wanted the same from you so i asked the dumbest thing, "do you love me?" you gave me such a long answer for such a short question i would have preffered a simple no than the brief silent tension i found myself holding your hand without being on the same planet things were going so well i guess i took it as granted i saw the color leave your face and felt the tears in my eyes i was foolish ever to think that you could ever be mine i find it funny how old familiar faces are able to cause such drastic mood changes and finding yourself in old familiar places is able to sway emotions in most cases weve all seen the tole it takes on the heart you already know how bad its going to end but its worth it just to see the start three weeks with only seventeen hours of sleep hallucinations that there was still a you and me i layed on my side each night facing the door wishing to catch some sleep and hoping for some dreams because now it seems to be the only way ill see you anymore lost twenty pounds and two months off of my life chronic insomnia and a broken heart changed how i looked at a knife i find it funny how old familiar faces are able to cause such drastic mood changes and finding yourself in old familiar places is able to sway emotions in most cases weve all seen the tole it takes on the heart you already know how bad its going to end but its worth it just to see the start in a drunken driven fit of pain and remembrance i stumble my way to the diners front entrance i sit in the same table in which i first saw you and who should i see as i glance around the room the rosy red in your cheeks has returned to full bloom a few too many brews has distorted my balance and view but still i was able to make out that you were not alone and it killed to hear you use that old familiar tone i get up to leave and for a second i catch her eye i felt oddly warm and happy but at the same time i thought i was going to wilt and die i find it funny how old familiar faces are able to cause such drastic mood changes and finding yourself in old familiar places is able to sway emotions in most cases weve all seen the tole it takes on the heart you already know how bad its going to end but its worth it just to see the start
  7. I havent talked to you since my mother died That was months ago and everynight ive cried But i havent died yet even though ive tried i know this might seem odd but im writing me a letter and im sending it to god im addressing it to hell because its what i went through I just have to tell what i think of you So when you read my letter tell her i say hi and ill see her again when life passes me bye i know this might seem odd but im writing me a letter and im sending it to god i know shes happy where she is but i think every mom wants to be with her kids so i end by saying this love your mom and dad and love the one your with i know this might seem odd but im wrote me a letter and i sent it to god
  8. Thank you guys for all the compliments, i appreciate them
  9. He breaks throught the door And he looks for his wife He beat on the kid 'til he took his own life The woman looks in the mirror In her eyes shes sees her fear Just another case of Domestic violence Its time someone broke the silence All her friends try to help She only ignores them Says shes doing quite well But beneath the smile Shes sick of this hell Sick of the beatings And hearing his yell Just another case of Domestic violence Its time someone broke the silence The next day she opens the droor And finds what shes looking for And to his surprise When he opens up the door Last thing that he hears Is the colt .44 Now she cleans up the body On her kitchen floor Just another case of Domestic violence Its time someone broke the silence
  10. After i wrote this i found that there had been a song already done by this name by a band named Local H, i dindt want anyone thinking i stole the idea because i found they they are about totally different things.
  11. This is about a death or loss of a loved one (This wasnt really made to entertain the masses more just to help me, sorry if you dont like it) She was the first to hear me talk She was the first to see me walk Y did god have to take her away? There was so much left to say Now i sit and cry like a child With my Hands on the Bible (Hands on the Bible) She was my crying shoulder I can no longer hold her I didnt think god could do more I didnt see what he had in store And now I scream at my rival With my Hands on the Bible (Hands on the Bible) Maybe taking her was right But i still cry at night Try to move on with all my mite Since than its been nothing but stress And thats not half of my unhappiness Now i question my survival With my Hands on the Bible (Hands on the Bible) Id die just to have her back I just dont know how to act So i write to help me cope And fill my brains with false hopes I read the book of my revival With my Hands on the Bible (Hands on the Bible) (Hands on the Bible)
  12. This was more about thinking that your over someone, than realizing that you still miss them
  13. Yea this is just a little thing i thought of when i came back from vacation, if you like or not i dont care, but i would like some feedback Thought it was over my pain at an end End of my lonelines amen Bottled up anger escaped through a pen Settled down and considered you my friend Didnt see you for awhile and then My heart cried when i saw you again You left me during the holidays remember? You were everything you defined my existence You made me cry at the end of December We were perfect i dont care about difference I am scared and lost in your absence Its little things i miss i miss your fragrance Now i am left alone to deal with my grievance Thought it was over my pain at an end End of my lonelines amen Bottled up anger escaped through a pen Settled down and considered you my friend Didnt see you for awhile and then My heart cried when i saw you again Do me a favor dont stand so cloe to me Yours is the last face i need to see I want you back but i dont know who to be Let go of my heart it longs to be free Please come back ill give you what you need Dont say no dont make my heart bleed Thought it was over my pain at an end End of my lonelines amen Bottled up anger escaped through a pen Settled down and considered you my friend Didnt see you for awhile and then My heart cried when i saw you again I swear to be there if your in pain Call and ill be runnin faster than a train If i ever hear you callin out my name Ill come to you faster than a plain Though i hate it ill play the love game After being with you ill never be the same Im living in pain wont you end this reign Look at my pillow count all the tear stains Even through all this my love still remains Thought it was over my pain at an end End of my lonelines amen Bottled up anger escaped through a pen Settled down and considered you my friend Didnt see you for awhile and then My heart cried when i saw you again
  14. wow, that is a great great song, i can relate to it i love it
  15. It seems so long ago Now this love has taken its toll My heart you have broken and stole I see my future begin to unroll I think by myslef as i take a stroll Now im caught in this hellhole Im in this black hole that is my soul I dont care about the years gone to waste I care about all the tears i had to taste I care about the fears that i have faced Im left feeling alone and out of space Now all these memories i have to erase Love cant be replaced, only held and embrased It seems so long ago Now this love has taken its toll My heart you have broken and stole I see my future begin to unroll I think by myslef as i take a stroll Now im caught in this hellhole Im in this black hole that is my soul I howl at the moon for my hearts pain Let the wolf know hes not alone in this game Outsides nice and sunny but i cant avoid the rain Cant deal with all of the thoughts in my brain The only end i see is the end of my life I know you dont love so will you hand me the knife? It seems so long ago Now this love has taken its toll My heart you have broken and stole I see my future begin to unroll I think by myslef as i take a stroll Now im caught in this hellhole Im in this black hole that is my soul
  16. As he watches us from the sky He sees us all cheat and lie He sees women and children die I sit by myself and wonder why I think sadly as i watch the lord cry We have become everything he feared Putting people behind our career He thinks about the humans he held dear We wont get better he sees it clear And now i wipe the lords tears As he watches us from the sky He sees us all cheat and lie He sees women and children die I sit by myself and wonder why I think sadly as i watch the lord cry All he wants is us to be in peace He wants no war in the middle east We kill wild animals and we're the real beasts I encourage love and i want war to cease A lot of emotions we must release As he watches us from the sky He sees us all cheat and lie He sees women and children die I sit by myself and wonder why I think to myself as i watch the lord cry There is nothing left for him to do He sees the mess that we're going through But he cant change it its up to you We say we love him and he loves us too Lets thank him and show him gratitude Time to clean our acts and change our attitudes As he watches us from the sky He sees us all cheat and lie He sees women and children die I sit by myself and wonder why I think sadly as i watch the lord cry
  17. Tired of all of the the dark skies Tired of not seeing love in your eyes Tired of using a smile as a disguise Tired of watching my heart as it dies I feel soon that my sun will rise I sleep in my bed and its of you i dream Your not there in the morning and i quietly scream I never did anything wrong what you did was mean Im getting over you my concience is clean I picture my sun risin as i lay in the stream Tired of all of the the dark skies Tired of not seeing love in your eyes Tired of using a smile as a disguise Tired of watching my heart as it dies I feel soon that my sun will rise I was so lost without you i was stuck I was so into you i became blind I was so into you i was love struck Now i find that im in a different state of mind Im still running on and empty tank of luck Tired of all of the the dark skies Tired of not seeing love in your eyes Tired of using a smile as a disguise Tired of watching my heart as it dies I feel soon that my sun will rise I though when you left it was my last day Now i just want you to hear what i say Im begginning to see life a new way I see how good life is i think ill stay Gods not to bad i think ill start to pray Tired of all of the the dark skies Tired of not seeing love in your eyes Tired of using a smile as a disguise Tired of watching my heart as it dies I feel soon that my sun will rise
  18. Whats that inside of my ear The saddest thing ill ever hear You left me after all those years Now im to scared for fears And now im to sad for tears Ive had some time and my mind cleared I have to kill the man in the mirror He never said things at the right time And he is the reason that you arent mine I have to get you off of my mind I have to try to leave you behind Whats that inside of my ear The saddest thing ill ever hear You left me after all those years Now im to scared for fears And now im to sad for tears I scream and I cry all of the time You used to tell me itll be allright And now without you i cant see the light How could you leave me after just one fight I see you in my dreams ill see you tonight Whats that inside of my ear The saddest thing ill ever hear You left me after all those years Now im to scared for fears And now im to sad for tears I didnt sleep for 48 hours Id hallucinate and see visions of power I did this to myself i shouldnt feel sour Alone in my corner i whimper and cower I apologized and i got you a flower It made me cry to see they way that you scour Whats that inside of my ear The saddest thing ill ever hear You left me after all those years Now im to scared for fears And now im to sad for tears
  19. I see your memory start to slip You never loved me not one bit I can only be lonely and sit And cry slowly as my pen drips I watch my pen drip onto these thin strips Of emotion I gave you all my care and devotion I replay it all in slow motion Im sorry i drank the love potion I see your memory start to slip You never loved me not one bit I can only be lonely and sit And cry slowly as my pen drips Years back i offered god my friendship He replied angrily with a vengeance Now i sit and practice my penship Im done playing with god He has sunken my battleship I see your memory start to slip You never loved me not one bit I can only be lonely and sit And cry slowly as my pen drips Im tired of the scars on my wrist Tired of frustration and closed fists Tired of putting stuff where if fits Words hurt the worst when they hit Tired of god and his bully anticts I see your memory start to slip You never loved me not one bit I can only be lonely and sit And cry slowly as my pen drips
  20. Now all my skies are gray Theres nothing left to say My lifes began to slip and fade And i just cant feel the same Since you've gone away I began to lose my faith I began to see the end Thought god loved everyone But he doesnt want to be my friend Cant be happy but I do what I can Not until i have you again Now all my skies are gray Theres nothing left to say My lifes began to slip and fade And i just cant feel the same Since you've gone away Please wont you be mine Ill give you all the love i find The pain has stayed with me Though ive given it time Your all i had now cant you see Now all my skies are gray Theres nothing left to say My lifes began to slip and fade And i just cant feel the same Since you've gone away Tell me what i did wrong Havent been happy in oh so long Now i sit and write a lonely song Please wont you take me back I swear ill clean my act Take me while my hearts incact Now all my skies are gray Theres nothing left to say My lifes began to slip and fade And i just cant feel the same Since you've gone away
  21. This is just something i though of I wear sunglasses in the dark just to hide my eyes theyve grown sad from girls and all their lies theyre all nice and say im a great guy but none give me a chance and i wonder y? its not my fault im ugly its the man in the skies i think he does it for fun and hes earned my despise so i walk with a smile to use as a disguise is it really that bad for a boy to cry? when hes all alone sometimes wishing to die I Hate My Eyes
  22. if you dont have anything nice to say than dont say anything at all lol Behind my magic door is all that i am looking for, i will open it later i must explore, just a little bit more Behind my magic mirror is everything ive ever feared, i broke it down and the dust cleard, its an image of me but my brains are smeared Behind my magic window, is everything that i know, a look out there is sorrow, straight ahead is a smile that i must borrow, and now i dont want to see tomorrow I stroll back to the magic door, what is it im looking for, it opens and theyres a gun on the floor, oh i was hoping for so much more, than to go out looking like an attention whore yea thats it
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