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I don't think this is one of my better works, but i am open to any opinions/suggestions. It always helps me to become a better writer! Thanks!
Up is Down
Let?s start this conversation off right
I?m not hunting for another fight
Despite this angry glare
I can?t deny that I still care
I?d argue with my shadow
Over things that don?t really matter
But I can?t seem to bring myself
To take the important stuff off the shelf
And explain to you what I really mean
So the truth has yet to be seen
This is no liar?s tale
But I?m not always honest
I?ll tell you yes when I mean no
When I need you to stay
I?ll say go
My up is down
And your sky is my ground
Listen to what I have to say
But think of it another way
Cuz this is no liar?s tale
But you know I never tell the truth
I dial your number, sometimes just to say hi
But once I hear your voice I don?t wanna say goodbye
And I go on with meaningless chat
About alot of this and a little of that
It?s just my way of stalling time
Til I find the guts to say what?s on my mind
But I never do
And I?m so hard on you
Though, I swear, I never mean to be
Don?t forget all the times I?ve said
That you were every thought inside my head
I may neglect to mention
That I suffer from this tension
That being apart from you has caused
And I know sometimes I just need to pause
Take the time out to just remember
That you really deserve so much better
Than what I have become for you
This is no liar?s tale
But I?m not always honest
I?ll tell you yes when I mean no
When I need you to stay
I?ll say go
My up is down
And your sky is my ground
Listen to what I have to say
But think of it another way
Cuz this is no liar?s tale
But you know I never tell the truth
Everything I used to say
I?ll say it in a different way
Just to keep your eyes on me
So you can finally see
You are my everything
And I promise not to slip up
I promise not to trip up
I don?t wanna screw up
Anymore
And though this is no liar?s tale
I?m not always honest
And I?ll say yes when I mean no
When I need you to stay
I?ll say go
But you should know
I never tell the truth
So please don?t give up on me
Just don?t give up on me
This time
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I started writing my songs and poems with more of a punk and Emo feel...here is the first one I wrote - in a very angry mood. My best stuff comes out when im pissed...go figure.
Take Off Your Sunglasses When You Talk to Me
Am I too much for you to handle?
Cuz you don?t look at me the same
I feel like a damaged box, a broken light bulb
Im not good enough anymore
Or so I?ve been told
By the voices in my head and the actions that you take
You make me feel like every word I?ve ever said
Has been a huge mistake
I let you run this town and my little world
Silly me, believing in you and what we had
I wish you had told me you were highly skilled
In twisting knives and telling lies
But I have my own talents
And they go as follows
I make an excellent doormat
And an even better dart board
So bring on the worst
Cuz I can handle it like a pro
And I?m so good at what I do
But I have to admit, not as good as you
Cuz?
I?m so good
At letting you make me feel this bad
And I?m so good
At making myself this mad
I?m so good
At watching you walk away
I?m a regular Jack of All trades
But one thing you got me beat at
You?re so good, you?re so good
At letting me down and making me come back
You leave me hanging
And I hang myself for you
Holding on to everything you ever say
I give in to the way this makes me feel
I give you everything you never have to ask for
And you hold me up just to tear me apart
I spend all my time trying to adjust my heart
To make it beat in tune with your every promise
And you leave them all un-kept
Then blame me for our down-fall
So I must remind myself?
I?m so good
At letting you make me feel this bad
And I?m so good
At making myself this mad
I?m so good
At watching you walk away
I?m a regular Jack of All trades
But one thing you got me beat at
You?re so good, you?re so good
At letting me down and making me come back
I?m the best at what I do, giving far to much to you
You stomp on me with your broken glass boots
But I?ll never cry ?uncle? and I?ll never ask for more
I?ll never ask for more than what you give
And you?ll never give me more than zero
So let me play the villain and someone else can be your hero
I love having my fifteen minutes of fame in your world
But my time always ends when your random knight rides in
You?ll say I hold you back and get in the way
I?m no longer the one that saves the day
And you tell me your life is formed around my feelings
That?s so funny, because you got me so convinced
I don?t deserve to have those on any subject, mostly you
So beat me up and bruise my face
Scold me for holding a grudge and throwing fits
And I?ll let you, Angel, ride off with your knight
Right over me and my broken heart, busted to bits
Can I just ask, I know you?ll want me to beg
Will you just finish me off?
And I?ll tell myself?.
I?m so good
At letting you make me feel bad
And I?m so good
At making myself this sad
I?m so good
At watching you walk away
I?m a regular Jack of All trades
But one thing you got me beat at
You?re so good, you?re so good
At letting me down and making me come back
I?m so [bleep] good at what I do
I?d sacrifice my life for you
But you never told me you were so highly skilled
At twisting knives and telling lies
Maybe someday you could teach me your ways
And I?ll try them out on you
Cuz [bleep] me over seems to be the latest craze
So twist the knife that ends my life
And tell the lies that drown my eyes
Cuz you know I?ll come back for more
I always come back for more
Just watch your back this time?.
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So I'm the new kid. I've been looking for a place to post my stuff. I write alot of poems and song lyrics...all personal stuff that somehow means something to me, as most songs do for most people. So here is y initiation piece...it's a poem called "Losing Sleep". Let me know what you think, por favor!
Losing Sleep ::
Have I ever said I loved you in a song
Well just wait, cuz it won?t be long
And I?ll take that step into forever
You?ll tell me that it?s now or never
Just don?t hold your breath
Because you know how I?m never on time
Who reads those scribbles on the walls
In all those dirty bathroom stalls
Well if my mind were those toilet doors
All of the graffiti messages would be yours
And they would be telling me to call you
Because you miss the way I make you laugh
I can?t ever crumple a paper without thinking
Maybe I?d say that line aloud If I were drinking
But I wonder why I wait for that
Those nights when I wear my drinking hat
And call you from a quiet corner
To say the things you should hear everyday
My mind never stops at night
Wondering if you?d ever fight
To know what it is that runs through it
When I have ten drinks and then take a hit
My answer would be so simple
But please don?t ask me to explain
The drive home is always too long
So I sing along to every song
Thinking of you with every chorus
Trying to recall what came before us
What was it like to be just me
Before I found my missing piece
Confidence never looked good on me
Stable is something I?ll never be
But you suit me just right
And even when we fight
I know you?re still the best part of me
And I?m good at what I do because of you
Don?t rush yourself into the future
That would make a tear that I can?t suture
But I promise I?ll let you go your own way
I?m just not ready to let you go today
Give me five more minutes, please
Of that precious time that?s no longer mine
Leave me something in your smile
To carry with me for just a while
Because I just can?t handle missing you
Without you here I haven?t got a clue
As to where my place should be
I?m just going through the motions
I guess I should say I love you in a song
Write the words down before I say them wrong
I?m just afraid it doesn?t matter anymore
And I can feel you turning towards the door
Maybe I can get it all out before you go
Just don?t make me promises you can?t keep
A broken heart full of scars and pain
Gets me more than any empty words can gain
And a bad taste in my mouth is so much better
Than watching you try to keep it all together
When you know you are only painting a picture
Of what you think I want to see
In the end I?ll think of this
And wonder what it is I really miss
Though my memories won?t get me very far
I?m willing to collect another scar
If it means bringing you back to me
There?s nothing I won?t try
Straight from the heart...
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For anyone out there who has tried to say the right things and only messed it up, this poem is for you. I know what it's like to want to tell someone every good, loving thing you have to say to them; yet it always seems easier to say things that end up hurting them or just the wrong things in general. I titled the poem "Filter" because i sometimes wish i had one to filter the things that are in my head and heart before i let them come out of my mouth. Let me know if my poem is something you can relate too, or just toss me some constructive comments. Thanks, guys!
Filter
I never say what I mean but I mean what I say
When I ask you to stay for just one more day
On the page of this book with that ominous look
Of mischief and disguise in those beautiful eyes
A picture is worth a thousand feelings
You tell me I should when you know I?m no good
At letting myself put this guise on the shelf
And pouring my heart from ending to start
Onto pavement, awaiting, the words I?m debating
I never could decide what to say
I?m so caught and tangled in what has been mangled
That I don?t seem to see what?s been given to me
A gentle heart to look over and protect from exposure
And all I ever do is suffocate you
Time and time again
I need time to show you all that I owe you
And there are risks that I take and so much at stake
When I let you walk away mad while I?m acting glad
But this painted on smile won?t last me a mile
If you aren?t the motor that keeps me running
I?m not happy when you?re gone but I know that it?s wrong
To ask so much in return when it?s always my only one that I burn
And I take everything out on you, though it?s not what I aim to do
I just want to make things right and be there at night
When the moon is not enough to help you fall asleep
So if my words weave a maze that goes on for days
Just remember that what I want you to hear isn?t always so clear
And no matter what I say I might not mean it that way
Because what I want to get out are the words ?You should never doubt?
That I love you above all and everything??
And this story has no happy ending cuz I?m no good at pretending
That I?m okay without you around, because I have found
That no matter what I do or what places I run to
I?ll always be just half of me
Without all of you